First Love

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Three weeks went by smoothly. Pan would come over at night and we would have our affairs and she would leave. Simple as that, right? I don’t think so. As the days went on my feeling would change more and more. It changed when one night she came over and instead of her saying “Let’s fuck.” She asked me to make love to her. That’s when it hit me. I wanted to make love to her. I no longer wanted to have sex. I thought about this when me and Bulma were together. We never made love it was normally just angry sex. I’m not saying it was a bad thing by no mean, but you know what I mean.

That was the night I fell in love with her. Deep in love. Not lust to my surprise. I dare not tell her my true feelings though. She was getting married and there was nothing I could do about it.

One day my son came over.

“Hey dad!”

“What do you want? I was just about to train.” This was the first time I was around him since I began having the affair with Pan. Needless to say it felt a little strange.

“Oh, good. Can I train with you? The only person I get to train with is Goten and he isn’t much of a challenge. And well, Pan but I don’t want to hurt her.”

I got kind of pissed about his comment. “I’m sure she could kick your ass any day.” I said giving my smirk.

Trunks didn’t say anything at first then rubbed his head and laughed. “Well, I suppose your right.” He dropped his hand. “Speaking of Pan. Can I talk to you about her?”

I stood there a minute. “Do you want to break it off with her?” In my head I was praying he would say yes, but rarely are my prayers answered.

“Of course not, it’s just I’m having doubts that’s she being completely faithful.”

“What makes you say such a thing?” I snapped back.

“Well, every night she says she’s going out to train but she always comes back acting really weird. I don’t know I guess it’s just a hunch.” He laughed. “She’s so beautiful who wouldn’t want her?”

I just made a noise like I didn’t care.

“Do you have any other reason?” I needed to make sure he wasn’t on to me and her.

“This is kinda embarrassing to say....”

“Well, just say it boy! Be a man for god sakes.” I hated when he did that beating around the bush shit.

“Well...” He started to rub his head again. “We haven’t had sex in two months now. And that’s not like her. We used to do it all the time but recently she’s changed.”

“Maybe she’s tired of you already.” I started to laugh.

“Dad! You’re not helping.”

“Are you going to train with me boy or what?”

“Oh right, sure.”

As we were training guess who showed up.
Pan! I didn’t know what was going to happen. As soon as she came to the door. She noticed Trunks and he noticed her.

“What’s Pan doing here?” He looked straight at me.

“How the hell should I know?” I shouted.

We both went outside.

“What are you doing here?” Trunks asked Pan trying to not yell at her.

“Umm, I was looking for you.” Her eyes kept shifting from me to Trunks.

“Why?” Trunks knew better than that.

“I missed you.” She walked over and gave him a hug. As she did she looked at me and mouthed. “I’ll see you tomorrow night.”


The next night Pan came in the house automatically taking off her shirt. When she was ready to go she was ready to go. I was sitting on the couch just thinking about our situation. I had to do something about it and I was going to start tonight.

“What are you doing, Pan?” I knew damn well what she was doing. She was walking around naked just teasing me. She knew her body turned me on quicker than anything.

“Getting you ready. We can do it all night long. Trunks i
s gone at some business thingy.”

She sat on my lap and began rubbing the back of my neck. “So how do you want to do it tonight?” She had that devilish smirk on her face.

Everything that was bottled up inside me just let out. “Why the fuck are you doing this?” I pushed her off my lap. I stood up and threw a blanket at her. She quickly covered up and looked at me almost in tears.

“Vegeta what’s wrong?”

“How dare you ask me what’s wrong. I’ll tell you what’s fucking wrong. Your about to spend your life with a man your supposable in love with. But what are you doing? Going off and fucking his father. How fucking dare you!”

“How fucking dare I! You never tried to push me away till now. You are just in the wrong. He’s your fucking son! How dare you!” She began to put her clothes on. “We have been having sex for four weeks now, and your just now bringing this up.”

“Yeah, I know I’m in the wrong. But...” I didn’t know what to say anymore. I wanted to call her a slut but I couldn’t bring myself to do that. I wanted to tell her I never wanted to see her again. But again how could I do that. “You just don’t understand me.”

“Yeah, that’s right no one can. You never open up to anyone. Hell, Trunks doesn’t even think you love him. I guess you don’t know how to love anything.” She walked out slamming the door behind her.

All I could think of was what the hell I just did. I just lost her for life.

Little over a week went by and I missed her already. I wish I could just take everything I said back but I can’t say I regretted it because everything I said was true.

I was walking out of the gravity chamber and saw Pan sitting on the front pouch. I didn’t even speak I just wanted to look at her I was afraid I would say something and make her mad and she would walk away from me again.

“Vegeta I’m so sorry.” Just when she said that she burst into tears. I don’t know what came over me but I walked over to her and embraced her. For some reason it felt so good. I took her in the house and sat her down.

“Why are you so upset?”

“I feel so bad and you were right. I shouldn’t have done this. But it felt so right. So good. I couldn’t help myself. I’m so confused.” She began crying even harder.

“Pan, I need to tell you something.” She looked at me with her watery eyes. The words got caught in my throat. I cleared it and just began to rabble hoping the right words would come out.
“I’m in love with you. Nothing more to say. I feel emotions for you that I never had before. At first I wish I never met you. But that’s not true at all. I guess you’re my favorite mistake.” That got a little smile on her face. She stopped crying but she had a strange look on her face.

“I don’t know what to say Vegeta. I have so many things going on and there’s only a week left till the wedding.” Pan stood up.

“Pan where are you going?” I became frantic I didn’t want her to leave.

“I have to go think. Thanks for lending a shoulder to cry on.” She ran out of the house and flew off. I wanted to chase after her but I knew she had to be alone before she went crazy.

At that moment I knew I was slowly losing her.