hesitation
Chapter 3
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Title: Hesitation
Author: Okita
Warning: yaoi,
angst, language
Pairing: envyxed,
royxed, envyxroyxed
Disclaimer: Definitely not ours. Arakawa
just borrow it for our yaoi plot. ^_^
A/N: We’re really really
sorry for not updated for so long! I’d got writer’s block and Ito no had been
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strange, but it really happened. And we’ve been working on another
ones he he he
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(…) is A/N from Souji.
Chapter 3
A few hours later…
the window and hitting his mature face. He’s about to get up when he felt
weight on his chest. He blinked in surprise and then after a few minutes he
recalled the event last night. ‘Yeah…that’s right, Ed has returned’ he thought
and a smile plastered on his face. ‘What a beautiful sight, Edward is more
adorable when he was sleeping, like an angel, despite from his temperamental
and reckless act.’
“Morning, love.” he greeted Ed.
“Still sleepy…don’t wake me this early Roy,
I’m not a morning person like you,” Ed mumbled and tried to find a comfortable
position beside
“Okay, but I must go to work. Is that
alright? I promise I’m gonna be back as soon as
possible, and I must inform your brother as well…”
“No problem,
come back soon, I really miss you…”
“Don’t worry, I miss you too Ed. See you
later.”
bathroom and took a shower, before dressed himself into his military uniform.
He gave a quick kiss to Ed, then left his house, leaving Ed who’s went back to
sleep again.
About
alone in the house. He got up and tried to find something to eat in the
kitchen, he’s starving now. On the table there’s a glass of milk and a note.
‘Drink this milk so you can grow taller,
‘That bastard!’ he thought. He crumpled the
note and threw it into the dustbin. There’s no chance for
drink the milk. He would never ever touch that drink. So he opened the
refrigerator and found a bottle of orange juice. ‘Lucky, I had supplied the
orange juice before I left that time.’ Ed took the bottle and poured the liquid
into a glass and put the bottle back. But something next to the milk caught his
attention. There are sandwiches on the plate for him. And there’s another note
for him
‘Eat this first! I’m sorry I can’t make
anything else for you right now. I’ll make up for you later.
Ed smiled and grabbed the sandwiches. He
ate them all within minutes. Hell, he’s starving right now.
After he washed and cleaned the dishes, he
headed to the bathroom. He really wanted to take a long and relaxing bath. His
body’s still tiredm bem before, and there’s no doubt that he and
kind of things tonight. He filled the bathtub with hot water, and then he got
in there.
He can feel the hot water through his body.
He closed his eyes and tried to forget Envy, but it’s useless. His memories
with Envy keep taunting him. Sure, he really wants to see Envy again, but he
must take a risk to break up with
time. It’s very confusing.
‘Whatever, Al will think that I’m such a
slut if he knows what I’m thinking right now’ he said to himself. About 1 hour
later, Ed left the bathroom and examined his body in front of the mirror.
‘Shit! There’s a hickey from Envy on his collar bone. That possessive bastard!
Why should he mark me like that?’ Ed cursed under his breath.
He threw himself into the bed trying to get
some rest. He still tired, so he didn’t even bother to get changed first. With
just a towel wrapped around his waist, he went into slumber again. Hopefully
the hickey.
In the afternoon,
called Ed. No answer came. He tried again, but still no answer. So he checked
the living room, kitchen, and the library, but there is no sight from his
room, afraid that Ed would be kidnap like before. He sighed in relief when he
saw Ed was sleeping quietly on his bed. A moment later, he realized that Ed
just wearing a towel. Suddenly, an ecchi idea came
into his mind. Slowly he approached Ed and trailed his fingers around Ed’s
thigh. Ed made a small noise and turned his body. With an amused smirk,
tease Ed and pulled the towel, so Ed’s naked.
Softly, he kissed Ed to wake him up, and it
worked like usual. Ed opened his eyes, and saw
him. He returned the smile and greeted
“Back already, taisa?”
“Yes, I asked Riza
to get home early. I really miss you, and hardly concentrated to my works.”
“How about Al?”
“I had informed him, he took the morning
train and probably will be arrive tonight”
well. He got impatient with Ed because it’s been a long time since he spent a
night with his lover. Ed moaned in
parted his lips willingly to grant more access for
his tongue inside and started to caress Ed’s hot tongue. Ed melted in the kiss
and the kiss got more desperate. He didn’t know that
this, perhaps that’s because it’s been awhile since he had sex with him. And
since his kidnapping, he had become used to Envy’s treats and body. And he’ll
need time to adjust again with
remove his uniform and shirt without broke the kiss. Ed pulled
he’s trapped between the bed and
“It’s been a long time, Ed...”
“Yeah...Sure it is”
Ed’s face was flushed from the kiss before.
flicked into the sensitive spots on Ed’s neck. Ed let out moans came out from
his mouth.
mention his body though. When
to ignore it for now. ‘Maybe it’s just one of his wounds’ he thought. His hand
trailed on Ed’s body; slowly touched the flesh near the new healed wound. He
touched it with apologizing manner.
“Sorry, Ed, for not being with you back
there, for allowed you to get hurt…”
“Don’t be, it’s not your fault
Ed gave him a light kiss, to assure him
that he’s okay. ‘Maybe…I should tell him about Envy’ he thought before lost in
again.
nipple into his mouth. He sucked it until it erect and did the same with the
other one. Then,
such a teasing manner.
“
whispered to him.
hardening length from the base to top and swirled his tongue around the slit.
Ed moaned and grabbed the sheet beneath him.
swallowed it completely. He played his tongue around and bobbed his head. Ed
bucked his hip into
was near,
reached a tube in his drawers. He poured some lube onto his hand then he shoved
his first finger into Ed, prepared Ed to take him. Ed tensed a bit when he felt
prepare him first, but that didn’t mean he’s rough. Granted, sometime he’s a rough,
cruel, and sadist bastard, but inside he’s not really like that. When it came
to sex he’s gentle, although
a teaser. ‘Oh, God! Why Envy suddenly came into my
mind! And I even compared him with
Damn, what have you done to me, Envy?!’ (What can I say, Envy’s such a sexy guy
=3), Ed screamed in frustration inside his mind.
Too absorbed in his mind, Ed didn’t realize
that
seemed unfocused and his mind wandering anywhere else.
then knitted his eyebrows together and his expression a bit frustrated. ‘I
wonder what he’s been thinking until made him like that. He’s been acting
strange.’
mark, right! Maybe he just got hit there…’
think the possibility that Ed had cheated on him because it’s impossible, but
it continued to nag in his head. He shook his head a bit to clear his mind and
decided to ask Ed about it later.
After
ready, he drew out his fingers and that made Ed snapped back into present. Then
until his erection fully inside. He waited for Ed to adjust to him, and then
started to thrust into Ed slowly. Then he changed his angle a bit to find Ed’s
sweet spot.
“Faster...” Ed moaned when
prostate.
moved in unison. Ed’s length rubbed against
who reached his climax while shouting Ed’s name. He slipped out from Ed while
trying to calm down his breath, and then he gripped Ed’s cock and moved his
hand up and down. Subconsciously, Ed’s mind fell back to his make out with Envy
coz Envy never climaxed before him. When Ed felt he’s on the end of the cliff,
he closed his eyes and unconsciously he felt that the hand around his cock wasn’t
Envy’s name instead of
trying to deny it. They’re cooled down their body in silent. A few minutes
later,
Ed felt that his guilt started to rise again and still argued to tell
“How do you…” but Ed didn’t continue his
question and chose to answer instead. “He’s the homunculus who saved me...”
“What did you do with him then?”
“What? Why did you ask like that?” Ed’s
very surprised. ‘Holy shit, did he know? But HOW?’ Ed
thought in panic.
“First, because you have
hickey on your collar bone. And second, because you
just cried his name when you climaxed back then. Cared to explain it, Ed?”
Ed reflex closed his hands to his collar
bone and mouth. ‘Shit! What have I done? What have you done, Envy, you fucking
homunculus?’ Ed cursed his stupidity and Envy. Ed, unable to lie again to
truth about him and Envy. He didn’t dare to see
anything else but anger in him. ‘That explained his strange behaviors’
could Ed cheat on him? Why? He felt so hurt. He spoke to Ed with such a cold
tone, that Ed never knew before.
“Then…why don’t you go to your Envy right now?
Were you just using me for your pleasure only, Hagane
no? You miss him, don’t you? You had mistaken me for him. Why did you return to
me when you already had my replacement?”
“No! It’s not like that
it to you!”
“I think there’s no need to explain again.
It’s clear enough for me, Hagane no. Now, could you
please just go…I don’t think you have any business left in here, right?”
“
to me first” Ed hold
stunned in his place.
“Don’t call just by first name to your
superior, Hagane no! And just go!!!”
Ed shocked, but knew he deserved it. The
glare that
disgust. He got up and started to dress himself. He gave
before he went out, but
and then he left. Outside, Ed couldn’t hold his tears anymore. He started to
cry. He didn’t want
pleasures. He really loves
deny it. It’s hurt. It’s really hurt to see
he’s the one who hurt
away as it started to rain. Inside the house, from the window,
figure that had been crying and walked away from his house. And he felt his
eyes are wet too.
TBC
A/N: Um…btw, we decided to change our nicks
to our real nicks coz our second names (the Kokka
long ^_^; so from now on “Akatsuki no
is gonna be “Mikagami
Anyway, R&R please!