Cursed Life

I am a young boy lost alone with out hope I sway in and out of the worlds, you see there are many different worlds with in worlds they are everywhere they live in humans and in your eyes there is many different worlds men search all there lives hoping to find another world when in reality all these worlds are inside of themselves all you have to do is look into a persons eyes and you’ll see what I mean. I mean look really close or even look into your own eyes there is many tails to be told many doors that could be opened if only people were brave enough to open such doors.
Though some doors open to other worlds and the person doesn’t know it there soul can slip back and forth between two realities and never know it. If you do realizes this is happening and someone else finds out. You are dubbed clinically and dangerously insane, For such things can not excited such things are just made up places by the workings of the humans brain. The Brain and the mind are two different things all together the Brain helps the physical body work. The Mind makes your worlds work and of course your thoughts and dreams or your other realities which you are taking part in while your one body is a sleep. They say dreams mean nothing there just part of REM sleep deep sleep were your mind plays out symbolizations of your awake life. Really no one man or women can understand each others minds fully we only can try and grasp what the other one is trying to communicate with our voices or bodies. All bodies are there own planets governed by there own god which people call a soul or sprit but none can really take hold of there inner god and control it. Well not when you’re a human anyways or a mortal I believe humans are prisons to god or angel or demon like souls. They go to the mortal realm for punishment once they live out there punishment they of course die and depending on how the human behaved with there soul. It may be regenerated back into the spiritual realm again if not it will cycle again and return as yet another mortal some punishments are worse then others.
I believe solely now that I am one of those souls who got the raw end of the deal. I lay here on my bed in a stone block room with white padding with one door and no windows. Dressed in the garb of the insane with my own royal plastic bracelet with my name on it that I couldn’t dream of ripping off not even against my metal wrist. So yes I am coming to grips with the fact that perhaps I did go into shock or fall into another world when all of the horrific events of Alphonse’s body turning to ribbon before my eyes was very much so traumatizing. By default my mind chose to allow me to take an easier approach or so it thought and now frustratingly enough it really didn’t help and now I am labeled insane by those who hardly have a grasp of sanity themselves though they all pretend to think they know.
I have been laying in this room now for a month with no access to the outside world I had been on solitary confinement for that long, with Alphonse’s sprit haunting me ever on in that suit of armor ever he sits in the corner by my bed. I was furious at being locked up and not let out but because I broke some strange boys nose and then tried to strangle The Doctor so long ago I haven’t even seen a human face all I see is food being slid in through a slot. If they do come in they wear masks so that I can’t see there faces they do this to take away my bed pan and give me my medication of course I am not going willingly take the fucking shit. Its suppose to help my mind relax. Well it sure dose as I lay here in a near comatose state.
Then out of no where it seemed people where standing in the room by my bed I was just waking up on my many days of being alone and not even hearing anyone speak no one would talk to me. All I would get is food and water and a clean bathroom pan that was all. Today they were standing there today they weren’t leaving. “Edward,” I hear that same deep voice it was a familiar voice one from the echoing past. As I look over this person has a bright glow about them even with the lights on.
“Daddy?” I wonder, “is that you?” I say hopefully I turn my face and its not my daddy the light vale around his face dims its Doctor Roy Mustang standing with two other people on either side Nurse Hawkeye and Doctor Hughes. Voices sounded funny to me so did my own at lest when I spoke out loud because when I spoke to Al I always whispered.


“No its not,” Roy said stepping out from between the two Hughes was another doctor who had help run some brain wave tests on me a month ago. “I have come to see if your ready to see the outside of your cell today, Also I apologize for the harsh treatment you were given I had been away for the month when you were put in solitary confinement. I had not meant for you to stay here that long.” He said bending down next to my bed Hughes walked closer to Roy incase I suddenly leapt up and tried something.
I looked at Roy with a half lidded sleepy expression then I sat up opened my eyes and couldn’t help but frown at him nor could I stop the big tears welling up in my eyes at the time my hair only came to just my chin it was dingy needed washing. “Your not daddy,” I said again disappointed I had hoped he may come for me sometime I had dreams of him coming to get me out of here. Though I hated the bastard, I really had hoped he would have come for me. “How could you leave me in here then!?” I demanded to know stuttering in my anger. “Everyone always leaves me everyone always abandons me everyone always leaves me behind and forgets me!” I then burst into tears and cry into my hands my metal hand kind of hurt when I put my face into it so hard but I didn’t care. “WHY did they have to cover there faces why did they hate me why!?” I demanded to know then I felt something funny going a cross my back I look up quickly and see its Mustang putting an arm around me to comfort me. I relaxed into the embrace some and whimpered and nuzzled Roy’s chest it felt nice to have human contact.
“I am sorry those doctors have been suspended and I’ll make sure that doesn’t happen again.” Doctor Mustang said and rubbed my golden head this man pissed me off all the time yet today it felt good. To see and here him he was the only one I feel like I knew or had left in this world.
“Never leave me again Doctor Mustang please,” I say trembling the words also came out before I knew what I was saying. “Don’t leave me behind like everyone else.” I say looking up at him with tears running over my cheeks.
His black eyes sparkle back into my own amber and he brushes the tears away and kisses my forehead. “I won’t leave you again I promise,” he said to me in a kind tone like a father would uses. Only this was even better then a father in my opinion for one he was much more handsome which was at lest nice, lest the doctor wasn’t some old ugly man who didn’t give a shit about me hell he gave me an arm and leg. I suppose he dose deserve a hug, I was just so frustrated and even the kiss on the forehead didn’t bother me.
“How can you promise something like that,” Hawkeye wondered to the back of Roy’s head she was being a practical nurse trying to spare me pains of lies.

“I am not lying Hawkeye, I don’t have any plans to leave Edward in anyone’s care again so long as I am a life Edward will never go through something so stupid again.” Roy said looking over his shoulder at the Blonde nurse and glared.
“Yes sir,” She said going silent again not wanting to argue with her boss much more on the topic.
“Well if you will forgive me Sir” Hughes spoke up “You are saying some pretty strong words and acting very curiously close to the young lad.”
I peer over Mustang’s shoulder at the two judging people Hughes was a tall man with dark hair a chin strap beard and classes he was semi handsome with a friendly look about him. He also knew when to be serious and at the moment he sure was being serious. “Don’t tell Mustang what to do and if he wants to stay with me then he can!” I say sitting up a bit and shouting at the two people. “What do you two know anyways, Lest Doctor Mustang understands I hate being left all alone all the time.” I say and look at him with a different view today Mustang was my savior. He was the one who was taking me out of this lonely cell and I was going to be good.
Mustang hugged me again in a very claming and soothing like manor and rubbed my head, “Its alright Edward don’t listen to the mean nurse and Doctor. I Am your Doctor and I know what is best and what is best is for you to stretch your legs but you must promise to be a good boy.” He said whispering this in my ear his lips were close I could feel the warmth of his breath it tickled my hair.
I lean back from the hug and rub my eyes with the back of my hand, “I promise I’ll be good this time” I smiled, “I don’t want to go to solitary confinement ever again!” I say sniffling to Mustang.
“Alright good” he said happily then stood up and pulled the covers back and offered me a hand to help me stand up.
I happily took his hand and turned my body and stood up on the cold floor my metal leg clinking on it as I did this. I look over in the corner Al had been watching silently this whole time, “Well come on Al we get to take a breather today.” I say happily and look at Mustang “Alright sir lead the way.
Alphonse stood up, “Alright Brother this is exhalant I am happy for the both of us” he said giving a happy chuckle.
We walked down the hallway again the screams still make me nervous and I stay closed to Mustang again. He lead me to the bathroom and unlocked the door and pushed it in wards. “Alright Nurse Hawkeye you may wait out here while we get Edward cleaned up.” Mustang said to he put his hand out for the remote he slid it into his pocket in his white lab chest pocket.
“Alright Doctor” She said and slid the remote into his hand then the tree of us turn around and walk inside.
“Why dose he have to come in?” I wondered to Doctor Mustang we are all standing in the middle of the shower room now there were twenty five shower heads hooked to the walls and you could turn them on with one knob that said warm, the walls were all blue soft tile the floor was just a drab cement with a large drain in the middle there was benches as well with soft patting on them and no sharp corners these went in a circle around the drain in the middle of the floor.
“Because he is helping me today plus he is observing for his own medical records, also I asked him to help me.” Roy shrugged, “Now lift up your arms,” he instructs me and I do so and he takes the hem of my gown and tugs it off over my head in one swift movement it never fails air is always cold on naked skin I hugged my arms to my chest you could see the red scar on my right shoulder and the bolts where it attaches to the flesh part of my shoulder. Roy then removes my underpants and hands my garments to Hughes who takes it and walks to a big clothes bin in the left hand corner of the room and tossed it in there. Then turned around and headed back and stood next to Mustang.
“Do you guys really have to watch me take a shower?” I wondered I am sure my face was red as I was now standing there with everything hanging out for the two elder men to see I automatically put my hands down to cover myself.


“Actually Doctor will you run out to the storage cabinet in the hallway by the cafeteria and get me some more soap.” He had noted there was no soap in the shower room.
“Ah what a bother,” Hughes sighed and turned his back on us and walked out of the wash room
“Don’t worry we all have the same parts he said and came over and slid his hand over my own covering my penis and he rubbed my hand. Then took my hand off of my penis and began to rub my member this got my heart beating harshly against my chest.
“Mmm Doctor that feels funny” I say I am sure my cheeks were nice n flush I kind of liked it though. I wasn’t stupid I knew what he was doing and really I didn’t mind at all not if it was doctor Mustang.
“Well that is good then that’s a sign at lest this part of your body works my sexy young Edward,” Roy sounded different and he got down on his knees and before I knew it he sucked me into his mouth. It was hot and warm in there my body felt so heated and it trembled as he closed his eyes and bobbed his head up and down on me.
“Doc Doctor that, that feels sooo good!” I cry tingles rush over my body like hot pin pricks of sand as Mustang sucked my penis and sent me into a different realm one I never felt before I liked it though. Being as young as I was though I didn’t last by five minutes, “Uh oh something is coming stop I am going to pee in your mouth!” I say pushing on his head but he didn’t stop and the stuff came out, “Ah Shit I warned you.” I gasped in a pleasured tone and had my hands on his dark head.
He then let my now limp penis go, “Its not pee Edward that was called semen its what happens after you ejaculate, also what I did was called sexually stimulating your penis with my mouth. Call that oral sex ed one oh one.” Roy said with a wink and stood up “I want you to know something,” He said placing his hands on either side of my shoulders. “You’re the only one I have ever done something with like this, but your so beautiful your body your eyes your hair your face.” He bent down and kissed my nose “Your just beautiful and I can’t allow anyone else to have you do you understand me?”
I nodded Meekly as my heart thumped against my chest more “I do,”
Then Doctor Hughes renters the room and Mustang seemed to just go back to speaking to me as if nothing was wrong.
“I am afraid we do Edward ,” Roy answered me “Don’t worry we are all men here I assure you, that there is nothing on you that we are selves haven’t seen many a time” he said in a friendly like manor. ”Well then Edward pick a shower head and wash your hair and body then we will get you some breakfast alright.”
“Ok,” I say shyly still and turned my back on them though my bum still felt very exposed man this was so embarrassing I thought “Come on Alphonse you can block me,” I mutter and he nodded.
“Ok Brother” he said and fallowed me to the shower head in the corner he stands in front of me with his back turned to me.
“Thank you Alphonse,” I say happily to him and then turn on the shower the water was actually nice and warm and I liked how it felt running over my body.
“Your welcome Edward,” Alphonse answered me kindly.
I Spent about five minutes cleaning myself then walked back around Alphonse my hands were covering my privates again I came over to Doctor Mustang dripping wet my now wet golden hair clung to my forehead. “Its cold” I declared with a little chattering of my teeth. My automail made it even colder lest it had rust proof sealant on it.
“I know Edward its ok though” Mustang he must have gotten a white fluffy towel he had it draped over his arm and unfolded it when I walked over to him. He wrapped it around me and dried me the best he could with the nice warm towel and spent extra time drying my metal arm and leg for me. Then he took this special cream from his pocket and had a rag. He squeezed the cream out on my metal leg and used the cloth to rub it in this was extra protection against rust and stiffness in the joint also it gave my metal a nice shin to it. He rubbed this into my leg then my arm “There” he said when he was finished “All clean,” he said smiling up at me as he was bent down past my level the whole time. I had looked at his pretty head it was nice and black and shinny I thought.
“Thank you Doctor,” I say politely, to the kind doctor right now he was anyways for shining me up like that.
“Alright Hughes you can give him his under pants now.” Doctor Mustang said and stood up.
Doctor Hughes walked over “Here you go,” he said and handed me a pair of light blue underpants I took them and slipped them on.
“Thanks,” I say and felt at lest some what better now that I wasn’t exposed to the whole world.
“Alright lift your hands again,” Doctor Mustang instructs me and I do as he says and he pulls another light blue hospital gown down over my head. Once he has it on my body right I put my arms down and feel even better now that I am fully covered some what besides my feet which he left bare I didn’t mind it was still chilly with the metal I was pretty tough not to mention the hospital seemed to have nice warm air for a large building lest in the bathroom anyways.
“Thank you Doctor Mustang,” I say happily and then he takes a black comb from his pocket and began to comb my golden hair out and get the knots free which he did have to tug just a few times. Once he was through with that he smiled.
“Ah you look a lot more clean and shinny now” Doctor Mustang said in a very happy tone.
“Eh but I am dressed in a stupid Hospital gown how dose that look like anything special?” I wondered tugging at the hem of my garment.
“Because you’re a very handsome boy that is why you pull off the hospital gown look well” Roy said to me encouragingly I laughed.
“Doctor your being to nice,” I say shaking my head.
“Well now that Edward is clean lets get him something to eat shall we?” Doctor Hughes wondered to Mustang also it seemed he came out of know where into our world. Lest it seemed like that to me anyways.
“Yeah that dose sound like a pretty good Idea to me do you agree Edward would you like breakfast now?” Roy wondered to me and petted my head in that same affectionate way he had earlier. I liked it though I liked his friendly jesters he gave me.
“Yes Please Doctor Mustang that dose sound good,” I nodded in agreement and my stomach was agreeing too I was hungry.
“Alright then come along,” Roy said placing a hand on my back and the two of us walked to the exit with Hughes fallowing behind us. “As I said Edward I am very sorry you were treated in such away,” he said sounding like he really meant it I believed him made me feel good that he said sorry I smile at him. We came back out into the hallway where the nurse was still calmly waiting for us to exit Mustang Handed her the remote back again. All four of us then turned toward the arching metal door and Roy slid his card key through the slot and the door was open once again.
I could feel Hawkeye glaring at the back of my head waiting for me to do anything crazy though technically I am crazy so she should just push the remotes button right now to stop me from being what and who these people claim that I am. “I don’t see why you bother apologizing,” Hughes pines in as we all exit the hall and turn toward the cafeteria hallway once again.
“Because Doctor Hughes Edward is still a human being with feelings that is why” Roy said in a very firm tone as he lead me down the hallway then he patted my shoulder and slid his protective like arm around me.
I turn my head and look at Hughes who was eyeing me hard as if trying to see the human with in. I stick my tongue out at him and make a sound and pull one eye down to make a face at him. Then turn to Mustang and smile, “Oh well if your really sorry and didn’t know this was going to happen then I forgive you because it’s the humane thing to do.”
“See what did I tell you?” Doctor Mustang said in a proud voice and patted me happily on my metal shoulder as we turn into the lunch room again. This time there wasn’t as many people in there as before but there was that same Wrath kid as before and he was sitting with some blonde kid with brown eyes they were playing a game of checkers. I made sure I wasn’t staring this time I put my head down and looked at the ground and shuffled along. “Edward are you hungry or would you like to draw or play cards with someone or a game of some sort or perhaps go outside for a walk?” Doctor Mustang’s voice broke into my mind as I had been concentrating on not offending anyone again.
“Oh I’d like to go for a walk outside Doctor Mustang then maybe I can have something to eat that would be nice as well and I wouldn’t mind playing a game either.” I answered him eagerly.
“Well alright then I say lets go outside and how about you eat your breakfast out there?” Roy wondered to me as we had sort of stopped now midway in the lunch room.
“Oh that sounds fun,” I nodded and rubbed my hands together, “I always liked picnics didn’t you Alphonse?” I say looking up at my brother who was now standing next to me.
“Yes Edward those were fun if I can remember correctly,” Alphonse answered me.
“Perfect,” Roy declared happily, “Well then Hawkeye how about you get Edward some breakfast and meet us outside?” He wondered and held his hand out for the remote she had in front of her like it was her life line.
“Alright Sir,” She said with a weary look at him as if he was the one who might be nuts and slid the contraption into his hand. “So Edward what is it you’d like for breakfast, there is cereal and we have toast oatmeal scrambled eggs mixed fruit and bacon also sausage.” Hawkeye said addressing me.
“Hmm I’d like to have some fruit and some sausage and that is all” I say to the nurse though I could tell she didn’t like me much and I glared at her the look it seemed she gave me was not the same look of hoping help as she had given to me before. She must hate me now for trying to kill her meal ticket or something well I guess I can’t really blame her.
“Edward stop glaring at Nurse Hawkeye like that” Alphonse’s thoughts broke into my mind and I realized I had not moved and was staring her down pretty hard core after I had told her what I wanted to eat.
“Hmm you sure you don’t want any toast or anything?” Mustang wondered braking into my thoughts as well I felt his hand rubbing circles between my shoulder blades. It just didn’t like How Hawkeye was looking at me with that cocked brow and that glint in her eye she seemed to be stripping me of my gown my flesh my bones muscles tissue everything to her was gone and she was staring at my soul as if it was a black and twisted thing of pure toxin and that I should never be aloud to even be alive at all at the moment.
I didn’t know what I looked like as I was looking at Hawkeye but she seemed to get a worried look on her face then fingers came into my face and there was a snapping a sharp snapping sound and I thought for a moment I saw red sparks coming from the fingers. This brings me out of my stupor I look up into Doctor Mustangs eyes, “I um yes toast would be good” I finally allow him to know that I heard the question.
“Alright then Hawkeye please bring the breakfast outside once you got it together and Hughes I don’t think I’ll be needing your assistance for now.” Mustang said to him and then ushered me out of the lunch room and down the hallway to the bright white lit single glass door thanks to the outside light of course. “You ok Edward?” He wondered to me now that we were alone for the moment.

“That Blonde Lady” I say as Doctor Mustang opened the exit door for me once he swiped his card he pushed it outward I walked through and felt the nice warm sun on my cheeks I put my hand up to block the sun. “She hates me.” I declare looking up at my doctor who was now looking back at my when I declared such a thing.
“Well she barely really knows you so how could she hate you and why are you making such bold statements anyways what brought that on?” Roy wondered to me I look around this outside area there was about a Twenty Foot high stone wall around the archer of outside Garden there was a few benches and lots of large birch and beach and oak trees and some weeping willows as well. There where a few black Iron tables set under the trees. There were Marigolds and blue bells also red roses and white roses but they were in thick glass behind the walls in windows so we couldn’t prick ourselves on the thorns. There was also a play area with a swing set with four swings also an area where you could pass a ball back and forth. Roy lead me to a table that sat underneath a weeping willow tree its long branches made sort of a pretty green curtain around us. He pushed back the branches for me and I walked through I felt his hand on my back and he lightly pushed me in or lead me through.
“Because she was staring at me with those eyes of hate don’t think I can’t tell those things, She hates me and wishes death on me I hope she doesn’t poison my breakfast.” Man now I was pretty worried about that. “Alphonse you should have stayed back there you could have made sure she didn’t do it!” I say yelling at my seven foot tall suit of armor brother.
“I am sorry Edward I just want to make sure nothing happens to you here and I don’t like parting from your side” Alphonse said in a very apologetic tone.
“Well this time your little thing failed you don’t want anything to happen to me but at this moment in time that nurse right now could be in there poisoning my next meal so now something is going to happen.” I say gesturing toward the way we came and looked up at Alphonse as I said this.
“Edward she didn’t poison your breakfast and she wouldn’t now come along and sit down your over reacting,” Roy said and he pushed me along and pulled my chair out for me. He put his hand on my back then slid his finger tips down my spin and brushed his hand over my ass it was very light. It kind of sent tingles through my body again I don’t know why these touches did such things to my body. I feel my face flush I sit down quickly I look up at Mustang feeling a tad awkward now. As I do this he was bending down coming closer to me, “If she dose she’ll be very sorry” Roy said in a soft different sounding voice I didn’t know how to really place it as I don’t know what he is doing but he holds my chin in place and looks me in the eyes. “As I said from now on I’ll protect you, My Amber eyed beauty” he said stroking my golden locks and then he pressed his lips to mine giving me I guess you would call it a kiss. His lips felt good very good soft and warm and pleasant but also it felt weird as well. It only lasted for a few seconds before he stood back up.
“Um I uh,” I didn’t know what to say but he rubbed some of his spit off of my lips with his thumb.
“Yeah sure I don’t know how you’d know this either she just had a really got it out for me kind of look you know.” I say to Mustang as he pulls out the other black Iron chair and sits down next to me. I was seeming to get my head on straight again.
“No I wouldn’t know that, I guess I really don’t look so deep into people’s eyes like that” Roy answered me and placed his arm on the table and leaned back some in his chair in a very relaxed looking position.
“Well maybe you should you’d learn a lot more if you used your eyes,” I answer back, “if you could have the same eyes as me you’d see that I am not crazy.” I said with a sighing.
“Don’t worry Edward I’ll will see that you get out of here one way or another.” Mustang says to me reassuringly.
“Mmmm well thank you,” I say and bring my left finger tips up to my lips and run circles around them and then I press my lips together and then make a popping sound and do it again. “Why did you do that?” I began to ask but he cut me off.


“Well I do not deny that is true,” Roy said in a very agreeable like voice. “Then I would be looking at it through your mind and of course I wouldn’t think I was crazy then if you put it that way.” We turn our heads when there was a rustling of the willow leaves.
“So Edward what do you think of the outside Garden?” Roy wondered patting my back.
Hawkeye entered into the cozy curtain of willow branches with my breakfast she sat it down before me with a the same soft white cup but it had milk in it and in a small plastic cup she had my same purple and blue pill I always had to take. “Here you go,” she said I could still feel her negative energy just radiating off of her and whapping me in the face.
“Yes Doctor I do like it” I nodded and forgot what I was going to ask or was asking now as this women set the food before me and the drink then set my purple blue pills on the table.
“Um well thank you,” I say trying to be polite for once Al and I had talked about this for awhile well he was the only one I had to mull things over with in my lonely cell. We conclude if I just stay clam and be nice then we could get out of there.
“Your welcome, “ She said to me but it defiantly didn’t sound like a very nice your welcome more like I did this cause I had to so don’t thank me kind of way.
I picked up my fork and stabbed a strawberry and ate it, I ate all of my food and even took my pill but I swallowed it with food and not with the Milk Mustang was writing something down in his papers on his clip bored as I ate.
“Ed why don’t you drink your milk?” Alphonse wondered to me from where he stood next to the table on the side Hawkeye wasn’t which was my left side.
“Because I hate milk and it tastes like Vomit that is why I don’t drink it, and you nor anyone else can make me.” I noticed that both Roy and Hawkeye were now looking at me as there had been a few moments of silence while I was eating. They saw me talking out loud but to them I assume it would be nothing.
“But Ed it will give you strong bones and healthy skin though,” Alphonse kindly went on trying to convince me.
I sighed annoyed, “Alphonse don’t tell me what to do I don’t have to drink it and that is final.” I say crossing my arms then looked at Mustang and Hawkeye Mustang hand looked back down and was scribbling something else on his note book but Hawkeye was staring. Just staring at me and it was annoying me. “Stop staring at me like that lady” I say clinching my fist and glare back at her.
Mustang looked over at me then Hawkeye, “yes why are you burning into Edward Hawkeye not very polite of you.” I was glad I had one defender in this place lest it was a doctor too.
Hawkeye cocked a brow and looked over at Roy who was taking my side as if that was something so taboo to do. “Well for one he is talking to thin air and your not going to do anything about that?”

Roy shook his head at Hawkeye, “how about you just take the rest of the day off you seem to be a tad tired or something I don’t want you getting upset about the patients or get worried you been working here for years and yet you have a problem with Edward?”
Hawkeye took a deep breath and let it out closing her eyes, “Yeah I think a brake would be good I need to get away before I two snap and get locked in one of these places thanks” she said and the air around her now seemed lighter and she seemed very content now. “Well see you tomorrow Doctor” she bowed and turned on her heals with out a glance at me and left.
“I am glad she is gone” I say looking over at Alphonse.
“Ed that isn’t a very nice thing to say” Alphonse retorts to me.
“Well I don’t care she isn’t very nice to me first!” I huffed and crossed arms.
“Anyways Edward how about we go back inside and get you something else to drink then if you don’t want milk?” Roy asked me after writing something else down on that curious piece of paper.
“Um alright sounds good and how about you find me a new nurse who doesn’t want to kill me,” I wonder” AH SHIT I just ate that she could have poisoned it and I didn’t even think I didn’t pay attention!” I was worried now I leapt up and froze a minute wondering if I was going to die soon.
“Edward I told you she wouldn’t do that she’d go to jail for such a thing as murder is never tolerated.” Roy says patting me on my metal shoulder. “But I can look into something like that for you if she is making you that worried. Anyways come along Edward we are going inside now” He said and took my flesh hand and lead me out of the curtain of willow branches and lead me toward the building again.
“Well thank you very much then your so nice to me I don’t really understand why you’d be so kind to me.” I say as we enter back into the hospital building I was behind Roy as he lead me by the hand into the hallway.
“Its because you need kindness Edward, you need someone to make you feel cared for also you need someone to make you feel like your not alone that helps the mind be at ease. Plus I don’t say this often nor do I feel it but I am fond of you Edward I my self am not sure why I guess its cause I really want to help you get out of here and help you prove your not insane.” Roy explains things to me the best that he could I liked everything he had to say to me.
“I see, I believe I understand what your saying to me,” I nodded my head happily and give him a warm smile as he slides the keycard through the metal cell hallway and he pulls the door open and lets me go in first. I liked how his hand felt in mine it was nice and warm and protective like as I walked into the hallway I could hear my bear metal foot clinking and echoing as I strolled down the hallway back to my block I also could hear Alphonse’s feet banging along the ground. “Doctor Mustang how can you not hear Alphonse’s foot fall?” I wondered curiously “I mean its like loud metal banging the ground.”
“My Dear Lad That is your own foot your hearing I Am afraid and I do here your foot but as I said honestly the last time I do not hear or see Alphonse.” Roy tells me and I don’t know why but this honesty really pisses me off Alphonse was so real to me. We stop outside my room and he unlocks me door for me.
“That wasn’t very long Doctor,” I sigh and look down “I thought I was going to get Oj,” My blonde hair falls into my golden eyes a tad as I shuffle into the room.
“I know but I think a little bit of air at a time is best for now and I’ll bring you your Oj Alright?” Roy wondered to me softly and then reached his hand out and patted me on the head before he shut me in again.
I walk over to my bed and sit down on it again “I think I am going to ask for something to read or something cause I can’t sit here staring at the ceiling much longer Alphonse!”
“I understand what you mean I am kind of getting bored as well,” Alphonse said lacing his big hands together in front of himself and he sat down in the corner again.
“Well then I have to be really on my best behavior so that I can make sure to get us out of here then now don’t I.” I say happily to Al and lay back on the bed and lace my fingers behind my head thinking about freedom and how nice it would be. I knew I could do it and I would I’d get us out of here I’ll prove Mustang right for his sake so he can say to Hawkeye see I told you he wasn’t that far gone. That dose it I am getting out of here and there was nothing that was going to stop me I’ll be a good boy I think to myself and prove to everyone I am not insane.
Now its just the matter of going about and doing it and figuring out how to not be insane and more to the likings of what these sort of people call normal. I guess I’ll have to try and have my brain waves trick them or something when they run tests I bet I could pass if I concentrated really hard plus with the medication I am taking it could also help.
“Don’t you worry Al,” I speak out loud it sounded better when I said it out loud. “I’ll get us out.”