Who\'s to say what normal turly is?

A/N: Warnings Yaoi, rated R for self mutilation, drugs, and for over all adult themes. If you are under 17 don't r! If! If you don't like yaoi don't read!! Don't flame me just because it's yaoi.

In this chapter it's strictly Quatres' POV' also it's a very very Short chapter

Note

//...// Quatres' thoughts

******* Time change

Who's to say what normal truly is?
Chapter four: What now?
By: chibi yukie isha

"Well, aint this just great..." He said flatly his tone drenched in sarcastic.
"I'm sorry Duo I wish I could be of more help but that's all I could find..." Poor Duo, knowing him this will driving him crazy. It would probably do the same to me considering it's already giving me a headache. What can we do about all this, should we even do anything at all? I mean this information is very hazy with so many blanks in it there's nothing really we can do about it.
"No don't apologize Quatre this isn't your fault. Someone with a lot of skill really doesn't want anyone to know about this or I'm sure you would have found a lot more about this. Damn now I'm getting paranoid!" He half way said and half way shouted.
"Paranoid, but why?" I asked calmly.
"Well, I'm not to sure why. Just knowing my gundam belongs to some all mighty assassin is enough to get my paranoia workin'." He told me in all honesty. I couldn't really blame him I would to, but feeling that way wouldn't help matters at all.
"Don't worry Duo I'll make sure nothing will happen to you or your gundam so far as I'm concerned. You have my promise that I'll do my best to find out as much as I can on the subject to keep you out of harms way." I said in hopes that it would calm him. But I did mean ever word of it. I was worried about Duo being safe though I don't know why, there's no reason to believe he is in any real danger other then the normal dangers that go along with being a gundam piolt. But still I had a fee feeling that this just wasn't good and I always trust my feelings. I wouldn't let anything or anyone harm Duo if I had a say in it.
"Thanks Quat..." I heard Duo say in a shy voice.
"No need to thank me Duo any true friend would do the same if they were in my position." I assured him with a smile.
"Yeah I guess..." Once again his voice was to quit for my liking. Why did he become so shy all of a sudden? I stared intently at him and notice he wouldn't make eye contact with me. Then he shifted, moving his gaze to the wall and folded his arms over his chest. //His arms...// Suddenly I was no longer interested in our early topic as I stared at the pinkish marks that I had treated early today. It had taking all myself control not to bring it up this whole time. After the discussion with Bob I realized I shouldn't push the matter to much. But it's easier said then done as I'm finding out right now.
He looks really uncomfortable and I feel a bit guilty knowing that I was the most probable reason for that. I looked up and down his arms and noticed there were cuts on his upper-arms that I had missed. I sighed quietly to myself. I know I should be quit and let him be, but I really wanted to tell him that I'd be here for him. So despite my better judgment I decided that I would talk to him about it.
"Duo, are you OK?" I said knowing that I should play it safe and see how much he was willing to share.
"No, Quat I'm not..." He stated bluntly. I was shocked I didn't expect him to flat out tell me. But then again this is Duo everever does lie or not with words anyway.
"Do you want to talk about it?" This time it was my turn to sound shy as I asked in a quite timid voice.
"Not really Quat, but thanks for asking... I don't know this whole thing has got me unnerved." He said with a sigh. OK now I'm not so sure about what to say. I thought he was feeling insecure because I was here and I knew about his, well, habit of hurting himself but maybe this information was bothering him more then I though "Is "Is that the only thing Duo?" I knew he couldn't dodge that question so this time I hope to get a clear answer. But I had no such luck instead he went silent very unlike the well known chatter box everyone takes him for. But I kept quite hoping that he would eventually answer. After about two minute I was still a waiting an answer and he was starting to look very pail and nervous //now I've done it...// I felt horrible now I did exactly what I shouldn't have done and pushed the matter. I don't let the silence linger any longer, I stand up and walk towards him as I finely reach the bed his sitting on he looks up at me questionably. I touch the empty stop on the bed beside him silently asking if I could sit. He looks at me with uncertainty but nods so I smile and dow down next to him. I can see that he is waiting for me to say something so I don't delay.
"I'm so sorry Duo I know this is none of my business but I just can't help but worry about you. I wont push you to tell me what's wrong but I just want to know that you'll be safe, and I also want *you* to know that I'm not trying to invite myself into your problems and your personal life. I just want to help you and make sure you're OK that's all." I had laid my hand gently on his shoulder well speaking in hopes to reassure him and I was glad that he didn't pull away or flinch. I thought that I had said all that I should but it felt as if something was missing. Looking at Duo now I know there is something else that needs to be said but I just don't know what. As I stare at him more intently I've noticed that he is no longer try to avoid my gaze but is staring back at me. Then finally my mouth open to says the words I had yet to think of until the small ring of my cell phone knocked me off my train of thought.
At first I was startled but that quickly changed to annoyance. I hate it when things like this happen this was a very important moment. I wish I could throw that thing agents the wall right now but I don't instead I glanced down at it to see who was interrupting such a crucial moment. Then taking a closer I recognized the number at once and sighed. It was Heero the was no way I couldn't put this call off I had to answer.
"Who is it?" Duo softy asked and I sighed again.
"Heero." I stated quietly then answered the my call before it was to late. "Hello... Heero?"
"Quatre I have a mission for you..."
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A/N I have a homepage and you might want to look at mine and my friends' rp characters Jinx and Max if you do go cuz you might want to get a little bit of info on them before you read chapter five *HINT HINT* OK well then hope you ummm didn't hate it to* much well see ya.
**Warning on the next chapter. The next chapter will not be a continuation of this one in the least it is an intro to a new characters. Well that's about it. RnR if you want even though there's nothing much to say about this chapter... -_-