Cursed Life

I swore to Al that I would get us out of here I’d be a good boy some things are just so hard for me to not get upset about. This was one of those days I let Alphonse down and my self. Then there is times when its worth it to make a stand for yourself later on anyways perhaps not at the time but later on you look back at what you did and see it wasn’t all a total epic failure I was laying outside in the warm grass a month and half into my stay at the mental hospital Mustang was talking with Nurse Hawkeye about something off in the distance and I wasn’t heeding them I had my fingers laced behind my head and I was enjoying the nice warm day. I was feeling pretty good Doctor Mustang said I was pretty much ready to leave soon with my good behavior and he was figuring things out on what could be done with me once I leave since I am only a child.
Then a long shadow falls over my body blocking out the sun I open one of my eyes and Doctor Mustang and Nurse Hawkeye were both standing there Hawkeye standing a bit away from me. “Eh what is it?” I wondered to them and sat up on my elbows.
“Edward its time for us to go inside now” Doctor Mustang answered me and held out his hand for me to take.
“Aw already but the sun was feeling so nice” I complain a little then put my hand in Mustangs and he easily pulls me to my feet.
“Well you don’t want to get a sun burn now do you?” Nurse Hawkeye wondered to me kindly she seemed to have lightened up after Mustang gave her that day off so long ago she didn’t seem ready to poison my next breath anymore.


“True that wouldn’t be very pleasant at all,” I admit being locked up in a mental hospital then having a sun burn on top of it just wouldn’t work especially if they were planning on stabbing me with needles I don’t think I could handle that plus the sun could make my metal pretty hot too.
They lead me back inside and then lead me down the hallway toward the cafeteria and the clinic area. We went a little past the cafeteria and Mustang opened a door to the left of the hallway. I was looking down at my feet as we walked then I looked up the room looked like a barber shop with a hair cutting chair and everything. My eyes widen then I felt the anger take over me.
“Alright Edward sit down we are just going to trim your hair up a little so its not dangling past your shirt caller,” Hawkeye said and I feel her grubby fingers running through my long locks.
“Hell NO!” I scream and grabbed her hand with my metal one not really thinking much about it and gripped her hand to hard and snapped a few of her fingers and she cried out in massive pain. “No one cuts my hair” I was still holding her hand and she was kneeling before me.
“Edward let her go right now!” Mustang growled at me and gripped my shoulder and I realized what I did and now I knew I wouldn’t be aloud out yet and for who knows now long.
I tossed her hand back at her, “Well no one fucking cuts my hair got it do you understand me!?” I demanded to know shouting at Hawkeye then glaring up at Mustang. “I want my hair to be long I like It this way so leave it!” I says and shoved him into the barbers chair.
I was too far gone now to settle down without that magic shot that they always gave me. “You touch my hair with those scissors I’ll stab your eye balls out with them in your sleep then make you eat them then I’ll cut off your fucking hands!” I didn’t even realizes I was screaming this someone else took over my body it seemed. “I’ll saw them off with a blunt knife fucker you want that!?” I raged on and waved my arms around and headed for the scissors on the counter and once my back was turned the next thing I knew I was face planted to the cold ground again.
“Edward naughty boy,” I heard Mustang say as he was pulling the cap off of the needle with his teeth.
“PLEASE don’t cut my hair Please don’t take that away from me” I scream at him ”Please NO PLEASE!!!!!” I roared in frustration and kicked my feet he had my metal arm behind my back my metal foot made a loud metal banging sound on the ground. Tears were rushing over my face as I hollered this at him, I feel the prick in my neck and soon the world fades away with my muttering over and over again please don’t cut my hair over and over again.

I woke up what felt like in another life time with a start I sat up quickly my hands out in front of me as if I was wanting to ward of something evil or hateful that was trying to hurt me. I note I am back in the same cell its dark with a green light in the room Alphonse was sitting in the corner as always. Then I quickly feel my head with my left hand to see if my hair was still there and thankfully it was wow I can’t believe I got to keep my hair.
“You Happy Edward?” Alphonse’s depressed voice brakes the silence as I was feeling good about my hair. Which was short lived indeed.
“Well I am about keeping my hair damn it I don’t want to be like everyone else in the male society who has to cut there hair a nut job or not!” I defend myself and cross my arms over my chest.
“Edward but don’t you think hair is a petite reason to stay in the hospital?” Alphonse wondered in a still very annoyed sounding voice.

”No I don’t think so,” I say shaking my head my hair brushes against my chin as I shake my head.
“But Edward Hair can grow back you know,” Alphonse tries reasoning with me.
“Alphonse its to late now,” I tell him “I am here again and probably won’t be getting out for awhile no one understands my hair is the only thing I have left of my past.” I say running my flesh hand through it again. “Also it serves as a reminder that I have to get out of here to find away to get your body back.”
Alphonse sighed seeming not to convinced with this story I was seeming to string him along with, “Whatever Edward I guess we can enjoy more solitary confinement then.” Alphonse said with a shrugging.
I sighed and got up and walked over to Alphonse and bent down on my knees in front of him “I am sorry Al really I am,” I say with my hands clasped together and my head bowed. “Its just I hate not having any control over what I want even when it comes to my own hair I can’t have a say and it just really irritated me.” I placed my metal hand on Alphonse’s thy and kept my face down. “What can you except from a screw up brother like me anyways?”

I watched as Alphonse put his hand over top of mine, “Hmm well Brother you have screwed up that is very true indeed and made many mistakes and are very rash and hot tempered with no patients.”
“Gez Al thanks for the supportive easement,” I say not to thrilled with what he had to say even though of course it was true but who liked hearing nasty truths about themselves anyways.
“Well It is true but also I know you were meaning well and never meant for any of this to happen well besides you did mess up big time on the hair deal and you did mean to do this. I suppose I can understand to a degree what you mean.” Alphonse said and patted my hand which made a clinking sound.
“Well thank you,” I say for some reason him telling me all of this was making me feel better just talking things out always had though. I stood up again and walked toward the door I had to pee I noticed there was the bed pan like always wow so I am not even aloud out to use the restroom either. I hope I don’t get the mask treatment again, I was thinking this as I relieved myself into the plastic pan. Once I was through with that I put myself away and went to the bed and sat down. “I wonder how long I have been in here its obviously night time.”
“You been under heavy sedatives for about three days brother, Doctor Mustang was very upset with you. Had broken Nurse Hawkeye’s fingers and you tried to or threatened Doctor Mustang with stabbing his eyes out and cutting there hands off with dull blades,” Alphonse explained to me.
“I did?’ I blink “Wow I don’t remember that at all,” I say blinking trying to go back to that time but that gap of three days was a gap wide gap indeed as I had been under heavy sleeping drugs it seems.
“Yeah and Mustang said to your sleeping body on the day that you would be in here for three days and he was going to heavily drug you cause you wouldn’t clam down so for punishment he put you to sleep for three days.” Alphonse told me more I was glad for him or I’d be so confused.
“Wow I should be careful around him shouldn’t I next time he might just put me to sleep forever,” I say biting my lip worried. “Man I wonder what time it is did night time just start or has it been going on for awhile now?”

“Its been night time for about five hours now brother so you still have a little bit of time you might as well just lay down and try to get some real sleep instead of forced.” Alphonse offers me some advice.
“Alright then I do still strangely feel tired,” I say with a yawn and lay back on my bed and cover myself and close my eyes and go back to sleep which was also a surprise I wouldn’t think after laying in a bed for three days I’d be able to sleep anymore but perhaps the drugs were still flowing in my body. I drifted back into sleep and out of that dull solitary confinement back toward Resembool where everything made since and I wasn’t crazy.
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I am outside my house with Alphonse sitting on the hill watching me train, I was doing a lot of sparing moves, I did back flips and front flips all the while I kicked and punched I was training with myself first then Alphonse would get up and I would fight with him as well. Which was really good training going up against someone so tall and strong and well metal. Helped me become stronger and quicker.
I even used wooden swords and long sticks I was training myself to be ready to go Central to become a State Alchemist. As Mustang had encouraged me to do when I didn’t have my limbs but I was strong enough to do so yet. I would train for a year then go perhaps then I would be ready I trained day and night with Alphonse I only took five hour naps and stopped to eat some super at the Rockbell house mainly because Granny would always yell and nag at me if I didn’t and crack those stupid small person jokes I hate that. I hate it when people crack on my height it just pisses me off to no end.
I was just in the middle of my training this time the sun was warm it felt pretty good on my skin, I have to say the metal arm and leg really helped me bring in my strength and make my muscles stronger as well. “Alright Alphonse its you and me now buddy” I say calling him from the hill.
“Alright brother you got it,” he laughed in his very confident way. He then took his defensive like pose where he had one foot back the other forward and he had his left hand up and is right hand back in a fist his left hand was pointed up. “Come at me then Brother,” he said in a very taunting ton he was very scary looking.
I then put my left foot back and pushed off the ground and did a spin flip kick which made my left foot come out straight I had my right fist up in a punching motion and my left arm back and my hand was balled into a fist. I landed right on Alphonse’s metal arm as he had moved and put up his right arm to block and defend. Once I landed on his arm he launched me up into the air backwards I used the momentum to flip over with my right foot sticking in the air the whole time I was watching where Alphonse was going next he was running to where Perhaps I might land when He stopped and turned around and got back in his same stance this time he put his left arm up and I landed on that and went flying in the air again doing a summer salt in the air and landed on my feet with my left foot back and my right foot bent I had my metal fist in the ground to support me. I barely had time to look up and see Alphonse’s metal leg coming toward my head I quickly move to where He hits my metal fist and I catch his foot with my hand and give him a shove and he kind of teetered off balance a bit. I took the chance to flip up and knock his helmet off. It went flying in the air and I stood on Alphonse’s headless shoulders and pushed off the ground and caught the helmet and did another summer salt and landed on the grass and I hear Alphonse falling to the ground. I hold his helmet under my arm like a prize.
“Ah Edward give me my helmet back,” Alphonse said standing up and turning around.
“Sorry got a little in the heat of the moment there,” I say sheepishly this was the first time I actually ever got the upper hand on him. Probably will be my last I know that Alphonse will train even harder and beat me next time. I walk over to him and offer him his helmet and laugh nervously.
“Thanks Big Brother,” Alphonse said and then he karate chopped me right on the head. While he snagged the helmet from me and put it on his head.
“AL!” I shout as I am now sitting on my bum and my whole body feels tingly and I can’t help but close my eyes. I feel like I am hurtled back into the nightmare into the hell hole once again. I sit up and note that the lights are on in the room and Doctor Mustang and some male nurse who has long green hair and purple eyes and dressed in blue nurse pants and a shirt was standing next to him with a smug and stern look on his face. Though he had a very sarcastic way about him to just the look on his face told me he was. “Doctor?” I wondered sleepily and yawn rubbing my flesh fist in my eye.
“Glad to see you finally woke,” Mustang tells me and walked over to the bed and sat down on the edge. “I have someone I’d like you to meet this will be your new Nurse his name is Envy, he won’t take any of your attitude so don’t try it.” Wow Mustang was still pretty sore about what I did three days ago. “He is also your guard,” Mustang adds and took the stethoscope from around his neck and put them in his ears.
“Hello Edward pleasure to meet you,” Envy nodded Envy was a really strange name for someone to have I thought but it was probably best I didn’t say anything I might get put into another three days of solitary confinement.
“Um yes nice to meet you as well Nurse Envy” I said as Doctor Mustang had not even waited for me to help take off my gown he just sort of slipped it over my sitting bum and then tugged it all the way off so I am sitting there shirtless.
“Alright Edward stay silent while I listen to your heart,” Roy said to me Envy had walked over and took the nightgown for Mustang. Roy then place the round metal piece to my chest I stayed silent so he could listen. “Hmm pretty good” He said looking over at Envy who was now writing things down on a clip bored when Mustang spoke Envy had my night gown hanging over his arm.
“Well yeah I am sure I am in good physical health far as my heart goes I wouldn’t mind though having some training you know so I don’t get fat.” I say looking at Roy who turned back to look at me. I blush I don’t know what it is about this man but he can make me nervous under those dark eyes.
“I don’t think you’ll be doing any such activities to become stronger I am sorry but if you stay well behaved then perhaps I’ll allow you brief walks.” Roy tells me he then took the metal piece from my chest. “Alright Edward sit up I am going to listen to your lungs.” I do again as he asks me and I feel him press the metal on my back in different place it felt kind of cool but was a tad warmer from being on my chest a moment ago. “Alright your lungs sound good,” Roy took the metal piece off my back and then took the stethoscope out of his ears and handed it to Envy who in returned handed Roy a blood pressure wrap.
Roy always liked to give me check ups it seemed on Fridays normally he got more touchy feely then this, so this must be Friday I was knocked out on Tuesday I suppose though in here with no clocks or calendars or windows who cares about the days. “Are you angry at me Doctor Mustang?” I wondered as he wrapped the Velcro arm wrap around my left arm. He had seemed pretty offish of me ever since I woke up he had no emotion toward me I missed his warm cresses. He then took the pump and started to squeeze it there was a little blood pressure gage on the arm wrap with little black numbers and a red arm that moved as he pumped. He was bent over reading my blood pressure I reach my metal hand up and pet his pretty black hair. “Talk to me Doctor Mustang don’t be mad at me please.” I say getting worried as I stroked his head softly.
Roy let the pump go and told Envy my blood pressure count was good and he unwrapped the arm band and handed it back to Envy. He then took my metal arm and pushed it off his head. “Stop that Edward,” he said and stood up, “I want you to keep your hands to yourself,” he said sternly.
“But, but so your mad at me?” I wondered looking up at him with a pouting expression on my face.

“Of course I am mad at you Edward what you did was a very horrible thing now get out of bed we will give you some clean under pants after Envy hear gives you a sponge bath your not leaving this room for another three days understand?” Mustang spoke to me coldly and not like he use to maybe hurting Hawkeye was a taboo thing to this man.
There was also a cart next to the door with a small tub that had warm soapy water in it and the same polishing cream as well. “Can’t I give myself a bath?” I wondered blushing as I stood up from the bed.
Mustang answered this by walking over and taking down my boxers for me and as I stepped out of them he gave my bum a swift harsh crack which stung ”No now get over there and don’t make me tell you again!” I yelped in pain man Mustang wasn’t very happy with me at all.
“Ah Doctor,” I say with tears in my eyes man his swats hurt like hell I thought as I rubbed my behind and stood next to the cart.
“Don’t worry Edward its ok,” Envy said to me in a gentle tone and then started to wash me starting on my chest it was so weird having a stranger rubbing something over my naked flesh I noted he spent some time rubbing the cloth over my nipples and made them hard and standing Which made my member below twitch this was embarrassing to say the lest. What was worse was when he had to wash between my legs as he did that he rubbed the sponge over my balls in a circler it felt funny. I looked over Envy’s head as he had bent down to wash my crotch I glance at Mustang who seemed to have been watching but looked down to write something in his clip bored as if he didn’t even care that this man was doing this. Made me feel like I had to pee again I wiggled my hips a bit on the rubbing hand.
“Please don’t be mad at me anymore,” I say with tears welling in my eyes I wanted Mustang to stop the nurse to protect me. “I am really sorry I hurt Nurse Hawkeye really I am.” Envy finished up the washing and got a white towel and dried me off seeming to make sure to dry my balls and penis off pretty well also spent it seemed more then enough time drying my ass crack off. I am sure my face was nice and flush thanks to this personal washing then shined up my metal arm and leg.
“Ah it seems the little one has gotten a boner doctor,” Envy said looking up at Mustang who nodded. I wondered what sort of mental ward this was if both doctor and nurse were in the perverted shit together. Unless he was doing this cause he was pissed off at me. Plus the asshole called me little I managed to hold my anger down hold my rage inside this once.
“Hmm I see well I suppose you’ll have to just take care of that now won’t you Edward I want you to sit up on the bed and spread your legs and stroke your penis off in front of the both of us.” Doctor Mustang said in a lusty cold sounding tone “I want to make sure that works still too.” He added.
I blushed madly “Now you have to be kidding me!” I frown putting hands on my hips “I am not going to do that and you can’t make me!” I say crossing my arms.
“Edward if you don’t do it you’ll never get out of this mental ward I told you, you must do what I tell you at all times!” Roy snapped he was horny and frustrated also confused with his feelings for me it seemed.
I whimpered also I sighed what else could I do really he’d never leave if I didn’t so I walked over naked to my bed and crawled up on it and took my penis in my left hand and started to stroke the hot mass. “This good doctor?” I wondered in a lust filled tone though I was pissed and feeling embarrassed.
“Nurse I want to be alone with Edward I’ll call you when I am done” Roy said to Envy seeming to have changed his mind Envy nodded he had this odd smirk on his face.
“You got it doc!” Envy winked and left the room with the cart. All the while I was stroking my young boy penis the heated meat was twitching in my hand as I kept stroking it.
“That is good yes,” Mustang nodded then he walked over to me and unzipped his pants and crawled onto the bed and put his thick long round member to my lips. ”Suck me off if you do that and let me do whatever I like to you for the next three days I’ll allow you to be moved to a lower security ward how dose that sound?” He wondered rubbing his penis over my lip I could feel the wetness of his pre cum putting moister on my dry lips. I had kept stroking myself that seemed like a good Idea I thought well not a good Idea a perverted one but hell at this point I’d do anything.
“You promise?” I wondered glancing up at Mustang I had my back against the stone wall of the cell it was cold but ruff on my back.
“I promise” Roy said softly, “now suck me.” I open my mouth and he put his hand on the back of my head and started to do shallow thrusts he closed his dark eyes his cock tasted bitter and salty. ”Hmm that is a good crazy dirty slut.” He whispered to me and started to move faster as if he could hardly contain himself. ”Keep stroking yourself as well,” he demanded of me I do as he said I was getting very excited from stroking myself my heart beat rapidly against my chest. My breath was coming faster as I panted on the thick rod sliding in and out of my mouth and every so often he’d slip his penis from my mouth covered in my saliva and slap his dick on the side of my cheek and stroke the base of his cock swiftly before having me open my mouth and he’d stick his cock in again making my cheeks puff out he really starched my mouth out when he did this. After a good five minutes I couldn’t hold my come any more and shot my load a cross the bed most of it hit the floor. About two minutes later I get a hot wet creamy shower of Doctor Mustangs cum all over my face and neck. I closed my eyes and felt pretty bad about what I did but maybe it was worth it?
He then took out a rag from his pocket “Good boy” he muttered a little praise.
“So you forgive me now?” I wondered hopefully As Mustang cleaned off my face and tucked himself away
Mustang then buzzed the door for Envy to return which he did with the same cart “get dressed Edward” Mustang instructs me.
I slid off the bed and walk over to Envy who then took some blue boxers from the cart and held them out for me to step into. I put my left hand on Envy’s shoulder and stepped into them and he pulled them up over my legs. He was a pretty attractive nurse he had his long green hair back in low pony tail which also looked pretty I wouldn’t have minded touching it.
“Hmm well perhaps I’ll forgive you in three days time tell then I am still sore about it, I thought you had progressed and were mature and better then that so I am sorry. For braking someone’s fingers over something so petty you’ll be in here for six days you already served your three now you have three more only awake this time” Mustang tells me this was frustrating me and it hurt me too I blinked and tears ran down my cheeks.
Envy pulled yet another hospital gown over my head and I fitted my arms through the arm holes. Once I was dressed and cleaned I ran over to Mustang and hugged him around the waste and laid my cheek in the middle of his stomach. He seemed taken back by this as he had lifted his arms up in surprise and I could feel him looking down at me in sheer shock. “Please don’t say you won’t forgive me I know I don’t deserve it but I can’t stay awake for three days knowing the only person that I thought liked me now hates me plus I…I just you know.” I say tears running down my cheeks as I cried to Mustang he cut me off before I finished.
“No Edward I said I will only forgive you in three days time,” Roy said to me braking in through my thoughts and I feel him tugging my arms off of his waste and he turned me around and escorted me to the bed. Then set me down on it, “Also I told you to keep your hands to yourself that includes body.” He backed up this doctor was confusing me. “We will bring you something to eat in fifteen minutes.” He added and nodded to Envy who opened the door to the cell and pushed the cart out.
“I am not hungry,” I answered him as more tears ran over my cheeks I felt very used and ashamed of myself.
“Well breakfast is in fifteen minutes weather you are or not,” Roy replied then turned his back on me and left the room shutting the door once again I then buried myself under my blanket and just sobbed harshly I hated this place even more now I just wanted to die . I also grew to learn to hate my self and my stupid body for doing things when I can’t seem to control it.
All I know is this is going to be a very miserable lonely three days of being awake knowing Mustang hates me I don’t think I’ll eat those three days then Mustang will see how sorry I really am.