Cursed Life

Chapter Five
Looking out of these tired Amber blood shot eyes weary from no sleep no rest for this mind of mine A Blanket of honey golden hair fans out behind me on the pillow as I lay here staring. It had now been two years since I was labeled insane and placed in this child mental hospital. Though Mustang and I have had a few hard times over the past two years I was able to prove finally I could behave and have been moved down to the lesser security ward where I can move about more freely. At the moment its night time tomorrow I will be going in for evaluation to see if I am sane enough to leave the hospital.
I couldn’t sleep I was pretty nervous so I lay here looking up into the darkness toward where the ceiling was watching the broken air particles bouncing around. I reach my right arm into the air and try to touch them of course I know I can’t really touch it but I see the broken air light waves and sound waves all moving above me. I hated it when I couldn’t sleep so there was nothing to help pass this weary time. Lights out around there was nine and I would get in trouble of I turned on a light to read.
Finally morning arrived it seemed it never would come I saw the gray light peeking in through my bared windows it lit my room with a dim white glow. Mustang told me he had the utmost faith that I was going to be getting out of there today and he also had a surprise for me which I really wondered what it might be.
I sat up in bed and Alphonse was ever sitting in the corner as always but I made sure I never let anyone know I still knew he was there. I only talked to him in the privacy of my room when no one was around. My Hair has now grown to the middle of my shoulder blades. Mustang said I could have it long if it was kept in a braid I didn’t see a problem with that so I kept it braided I even had to while sleeping. Which wasn’t always the most comfortable thing but I got use to it after time. “Morning Alphonse,” I say softly to him I look over at the digital clock on the desk across the room. It was in blue numbers and the time red Seven Am my hearing was at eight.
“Morning Big brother,” Alphonse said turning his head some to look at me then he stood up. “Well I can’t wait for you to get out of here.” Alphonse said happily at once.
“You and me both pal.” I chuckled. Then pushed the covers away from my legs and turned my body so my feet could touch the ground. In this room I had books to read and a desk I could us to write my thoughts down in on note pad provided by the mental hospital of course. Also of course I had my window with my bed right next to it. The window looked over the nice court yard full of trees and nice grassy yard to walk in or play in. The walls in this room weren’t padded nor was the floor but the door was locked at nine pm I couldn’t get out until Doctor Mustang came and let me out.
I stood up on the cool light blue tiled floor and starched my arms up over my head and yawned. I was still in a hospital gown though but today I was going to be wearing normal human like clothes today. My body had become fit pretty much thanks to the metal arm and leg when I walked it gave the rest of my muscles a work out. Not to mention I did to sit ups crunches and jumping jacks I wasn’t going to become fat and flabby. Besides when one is in a mental hospital one finds time to workout as there isn’t much else to do. That is if your not busy talking to your self or screaming or having a doctor stick a needle into your arm This is only if you could imagine.
I watched the number on the clock turn from zero to one it was as if on queue there was digital beeping sound and the door buzzed and opened in ward and Doctor Mustang entered the room. He normally came in alone now he has become my only friend in this world which I am very glad still to this day that he has forgiven me.
“Morning Edward,” Roy said to me pleasantly he had a tray of food in his hand and he shut the door behind him. He was dressed in his normal white doctor’s outfit he walked over with the tray and set it on my desk. He also had some clothes draped over his arm

After Mustang set the food down on the desk I slid my arms into his and laid my head on his chest. “Morning Doctor,” I say and rubbed my cheek against his chest. He brought his hand down and pushed the frizzy braid out of his way and rubbed my back.
“Did you sleep well?” Mustang wondered to me he had a very affectionate voice. Ok yeah so my boy friend is thirty three year old doctor. Not like one I had much choice as I have been stuck in cells for the last two years. Two I have come to find that I really didn’t mind at all though of course he can be a little annoying he always likes to tease me about. *eye twitches* my height and the lack there of! That always burns me up I know he dose it to test if I’ll punch him or not.
I clam down as he wasn’t being like that at the moment and I really wanted to get out of there and find out what Mustangs surprise was. “Ah well I tried my best I am really excited.” I then looked up at Mustang who is six foot to me four eleven and I am still growing so don’t say a word! *ARG* I hate talking about this. Ok clams down don’t need to brake something Relax Elric.
“Hmm well you’ll be out of here today and tonight you’ll sleep very well I am sure of it,” Mustang said and took hold of my chin with his right hand I feel my face become heated no matter how many times he has touched me kissed me, or had sexual relations with me I always get turned on and tingly. He turned my face from side to side looking it over. “You sure have grown into a very sexy young man.” He said which also made my penis pulse behind my blue gown I loved it when he said I was growing. Then he turned my face so we are looking each other in the eye. He then leaned in and pressed his warm soft lips against mine. They seemed to cover my mouth pretty well but I didn’t mind I loved being over come by this handsome doctor. It lasted a few minutes this nice kiss we turned our faces side to side our lips made a sweet smacking sound as we adjusted and moved back a tad every soften to take a breath. I griped on to the back of Mustang’s white doctor coat. He had put his arm around my lower back. Then I felt like I was being dipped back a bit Then he broke the kiss and ran his thumb over my swollen red lips that throbbed from his kisses.
I looked up at him with my half lidded golden eyed expression I could see he was holding the same lusty like feelings as his pretty black eyes were full of want and desire for me. He then set me back up so I was standing on my feet. “Eh hehe,” was all I could come up with to say.

“Your getting better at that Edward,” Mustang praises me then let me go and rubbed me on my messy blonde head. He then turned back to the door and flipped on the light. “Well I have some clothes here for you to put on and you should eat your breakfast first though then I shall get you dressed and we can go to the hearing and get you out of here darling.”
I smirked, “Hmm well I should hope so since you’re my soul teacher, and alright” I say to his instructions I walk over to the table which I had forgotten about food or anything at the moment so I sat down and ate my eggs bacon and toast once I was done I look over at the doctor who was sitting on my bed writing something down. ” I am done” I say pushing my plate away.
“Alright well lets get you dressed so we can get you out of here.” Mustang said pleasantly.

“You got it!” I said happily I noted it was now ten minutes after seven though so we had a good bit of time left. I didn’t care I was ecstatic I reached down and yanked the hospital gown off of my head and tossed into the air and now stood in my white boxers. The Hospital gown landed behind me.
“Edward was that really necessary?” Mustang said with an amused tone in his voice he then walked over to me with a white undershirt I put my arms up and he slid the shirt over my torso. Then he handed me a silky tropical blue button up long sleeved shirt.
“Eh sorry just got a little excited,” I smile meekly and slip my arm into the left sleeve and Mustang walks around me and picks up the right sleeve and holds it up for me and I slid my metal arm into the sleeve and put it over my shoulder.

“I can understand your excitement,” Roy said as he slid the arm up over my shoulder he bent down behind me which made me feel very hot inside again man why was he doing this to me before going to the hearing I wondered. He kissed me on the side of the neck, “I am excited as well just remember Edward stay clam don’t let anyone anger you. You’ll be out of this damn place.” I had put my head to the side as I felt his warm lips pressing over my sensitive column of flesh,.
“I…I will sir you can count on me,” I say I feel my cheeks becoming nice and red then he runs his hand down to my underpants and slid an hand inside my shorts and massages my smooth ass I pressed my ass into his hand. We actually haven’t had intercourse yet all I have been doing is sucking the doctor off.
“That is my good boy,” Mustang whispers against my neck and squeezes my ass as he kissed my neck then he slid his hand out of my shorts. Then walked back to the bed and picked up the nice black slacks and walked back over to me and stood behind me and bend down so I could step into the pants.

As I bent down my bum brushes against Mustang’s crotch and I could feel he was hard. He pulls my slacks up over my pants while he kept lavishing my neck with kisses. “Mmmm Doctor,” I moan in a lusty tone.

“Fuck you have gotten me so hard just by being your sexy self sometimes I think its pathetic how quickly you get me relied up I feel like a school boy or something” Mustang whispers against my ear then kissed my ear lobe.

“Well same here Doctor Mustang you got me all excited,” I say in the same deep lust filled tone as he was holding.

“Hmm Well we have a bit of time,” Roy said pleasantly and he went to the door and opened it he looked down the hallway both ways then shut the door again. He turned around he walked over to the bed and laid down on it. “Come on we will get each other off.” He said motioning for me to come with his index finger as he was now sitting up on his elbows.



Seeing as Mustang was the only one whoever came in my room these days I knew there was nothing to worry about. My cock pressed even harder against my slacks. “Alright Doctor.” I quickly walked across the room and climbed up on the bed and straddled Mustang with my ass toward his face. He ran his larger hands up and down on my legs and massaged them for a minute before he undid the buttons on my slacks and pulled them down along with my underpants just enough for my penis to spring out from its prison.

“Come on Edward take me out too and put my cock in that sexy tight mouth of yours,” Roy said lowly as he ran his hands now over my smooth exposed back waiting for me so I quickly undid the black button and unzip his black slacks and reach my metal fist and close my fingers around the thick long rod I use my left hand to pull the pants and blue boxers down past Mustangs eleven inch cock. I loved how big he was but I was always very scared to think how much it will hurt once he actually puts it in me. Once His penis was out he took my own young boy penis into his mouth and started to suck on me and he gripped my naked butt cheeks as he did this.

His hot mouth sent tingles through my body I bend down and take the head of his penis into my mouth. I can only fit a little bit and I lick it and suck up and down on the hard shaft. I moan against his cock as he sucked on my shaft and stroked my penis quickly I did like wise with his penis though I stroked his cock with my left hand. He moaned against my penis which was good sign that meant I had sucked him into mind numbing bliss. It was amazing this sensation of sucking off my boyfriend while being sucked off I did enjoy this position because we both got pleasure at the same time. I loved how when he sucked me he spread my ass cheeks and opened and closed. As I was thinking this I was still sucking on him my heart beat increased my balls tightened I couldn’t hold it anymore. I exploded inside Roy’s mouth, I was still working on Mustang’s penis though as he drank me down. I thin pulled my limp wet cock from Mustang’s mouth by lifting my hips up some. I kept working on Mustang’s penis after time his cock started to twitch. “Ah that is it good boy suck that big dick, your mouth is so good ah…” Roy’s speech was cut off by incoherent babble of pleasure then the white hot seed shot out of his cock I put my mouth over the head and drank down the huge load of cum. I didn’t really like the stuff to much first couple of times I gagged but it was quicker clean up this way if I swallowed it plus Mustang always swallowed mine I don’t want to hurt his feelings.

I then turn around on Mustang and straddle his torso looking down at my sexy boyfriend feeling really good. “I feel much, much better now.” I tell him as he placed his hands on my still exposed thighs and rubbed his thumb over them. He had a half lidded tired gaze as if he could nap now.

“Yeah me too,” Roy chuckled “come here” he said and sat up some on his elbows.
I lean in and give him a kiss on the lips he brings his right hand up and massages my golden head. This is what I think reminded him that I still needed to get my hair done. “Alright Edward time to get your hair done then your set.” He said right after he broke the kiss.

“Alright Doctor,” I say feeling my heart beat floating down from the pleasurable experiences it just had. I slid off of Mustang’s body and pulled my pants up and buttoned them. I walked over and sat down in the chair in front of the desk. Mustang stood up as well I watched him tug his own soft cock away and zip his pants up. He came up behind me and took out the black hair tie.
He had a cup of water he brought in too. He unweaves my hair I don’t know why but I loved my hair being messed with it just felt good on my scalp even if I was just sleeping I could nap again but only Mustang was aloud to touch my hair. Mustang then dipped the comb in the water and combed out my hair and made it all smooth and not frizzy anymore and made my hair into another fine golden weave. He tied the end of my hair with a black hair tie.
“There you look very nice,” Mustang said happily as he combed my bangs to frame my face the way in which he seemed to like he bent down and kissed my nose.
“Thank you,” I say looking up at him feeling good about all of this now and ready to face the judges.

Mustang then lead me out of my bedroom and to the right, across from this door was a large picture window of yet more pretty outside garden there was many windows on the left wall of this hallway the floor was a white tile. I fallowed Mustang down the hallway oh and I was wearing nice black dress shoes but it didn’t matter what I wore my foot clanked against the ground though it was a little duller with the shoe on.
We finally come to the evaluation room which was on the second floor in the office section of the building which we could only enter into with Mustang swiping his Key card. Now we were outside the double wooden doors. “Alright here we go Edward,” he said and put his hand on the door and opened it was eight am on the dot as the door came open it was a large airy window less room with dark blue walls and carpet with a high white ceiling and ten doctors sat on either side of a mental cases judge.
There was one single chair sitting in the middle of the room a good ten feet back from the tables. “Good Morning Doctor Mustang, Good Morning Mr. Elric.” Judge Bens greets us he was a elderly man about in his 60’s with a white building head and spectacles set on the end of his nose.
“Good Morning Judge Bens,” Mustang greets and had his hand on my back and ushered me toward the chair that also had a brain waves tester next to it.

“Good morning,” I also greeted the Judge who was looking at me actually all eyes were on me now. I stopped in front of the chair and did not sit down until I was asked too.
“This Hearing Of Edward Elric On The 21st morn the 6th month In the year 1134 The Hour being an hour after sunrise at 8 am Shall commence. Edward Elric Please sit down. Doctor Mustang you may apply the brainwave suction cups to his forehead and we will do the evaluation on his brainwaves which will really say weather or not Mr. Elric can leave here today”
I sat down in the chair and Mustang applied the suction cups to my forehead and turned on the wave machine and monitor. “Now Mr. Elric we will be asking you a series of questions while the machine reads your brain, are you ok with that?”
“Of course Your Honor,” Mustang and I went over what the judge would pretty much be saying and asking me and what I should call him.
“That’s a good lad,” he said and turned to a little black tape deck and pushed record I guess then looked back at me. “Well lets began first question did you kill Alphonse Elric?” He wondered to me looking over his spectacles waiting for me to answer him.
“Yes,” I answered him knowing yes and no answers would be the best no matter how painful they were but it was ok Alphonse was standing next to me on the left side but I shut that portion of my mind of so the brain waves couldn’t read it.
“But it was an accident of course?” The Judge went on to ask.
“Yes,” I nod my golden head.
“Did you try to chop off your arm and leg in the processes and they had to be amputated?” The judge also asked me.
“Yes,” I answer with out blinking as long as I know the truth who cares what these fuckers thought. The brain wave machine didn’t falter and was flowing how it should showing that in fact I was no longer insane and all that I did in the past I knew was wrong.
“Do you know that it was wrong of you to do these actions?” The Judge asked in a serious tone.
“Yes Sir, I want to ask for forgiveness of my sins,” Mustang said saying something like that would really win the heart of the judge. “I feel very bad for what I did In the sacrifice of trying to bring back my mommy, all I wanted to do was see my mommy again I atone for my sins I am ashamed and I know what I did was wrong I wish that Alphonse wasn’t gone.” I began to cry tears dripped down my cheeks. The brain wave activity stay normal besides going down a tad with my emotions but this was normal as well.

Doctor Mustang slid his hand on my flesh shoulder, “Its Alright Edward you’re a brave boy Good job.” He said to me silently I was glad for Doctor Mustang’s touch I was grateful for him in my life.
“Doctor Mustang In light of the reports I have read on Edward Elric’s good behavior in the last year. Seeing as his brain waves show that his sanity level is normal and he knows what he did was wrong and is sorry for it. I Shall give Edward Elric a second chance at life I will also grant you Doctor Full Guardian Ship rights over Mr. Elric until he is eighteen years of age as you had previously asked for last week. This hearing is Adjourned Mr. Elric your free to go.” Judge Bens said to me plesently and hit his gavel on the table. He then turned off the recorder and stood up.

I look up at Mustang my golden eyes sparkling with happiness and surprise at the news of Mustang taking on Guardian ship of me. He walked around and turned off the machine and took the suction cups off my forehead. “Congratulations Edward I am so proud of you.” He said hanging the suction cups over the machine. I look at this man speechless for a moment I hardly knew what to think.
“You a adopted me?” I wondered feeling kind of giddy ok I felt very giddy.
“That is what the judge just said so we are legal,” Mustang chuckled I leapt up and hugged him it seemed I did this without much thought and giggled like the young boy that I was.
“Ohhh I am so happy,” I said and when I hugged him I had almost knocked him over he closed his arms around my body. I swear I saw a few tears in Roy’s eyes as well, “Thank you thank you thank you sir!”
“Ah you may call me Roy or Dad,” Roy chuckled patting me on the back some more before braking the hug.
“Hmm well I’ll see how it feels for now I’ll call you Roy but perhaps Dad will come in time” I say looking up at him still feeling very happy of course.
“Well alright then so be it.” Roy chuckled and kissed me on the middle of the forehead. “Well are you ready to go home then I know you didn’t have much in your room just some books but I promise you we can buy all those books again and we can donate the ones you read to hospital how about that?” He wondered backing away from me now.

I love how Doctor Mustang was so loving toward me it was something I really needed. I looked up to Mustang he was a very good role model I know I have come to love him and I am alright with living with him and being raised by him. Heck he was the only one who was kind enough to help me out when no one else would. “Yes of course lets go home.” I say happily I am so ready to get out of here.” I said giving him a thumbs up with my metal fist.
“Alright then” Roy chuckled and put his arm around my shoulder which I never minded and he lead me out of the evaluation room and down the hallway toward the Elevator. “So I’ll let you pick where we eat to night as celebration of you getting out how dose that sound?” We stopped outside and he pushed the down button.
“Oh well if I have the choice I’d love some stake.” I said licking my lips he nodded and chuckled.
“Well stake it is then” the door to the elevator slid open and we went inside and he hit the button for the lobby floor. The door shuts and we go to the lobby floor and the door slides open and Mustang slid his hand into mine as we walked out of the elevator and toward the doors.
I chuckled softly as I fallowed after him “You know you don’t have to hold my hand.” I say as I had to trot a tad to keep up with him.
“Oh hush let me do this it’s my first time ever having a family member I am just as excited as you are.” Mustang said happily and in a joking like tone. “So let me hold your hand just for today and bear with me.” He asked me as we came to the front doors he pushed them open and we walked out of the hospital together.
“Alright I’ll humor you Roy,” I say and the sun was just coming up even more so since it was now eight thirty in the morning. The Morning was mild and the sky was clear I looked up at it.
“Wow open sky I can’t believe it!” I chuckled, “I am free! I am free!!!” I say and jump up on Mustang’s back and he laughs and grabbed my legs and spun me around.
“Yes that you are my boy that you are.” Roy chuckled and carried me on his back to his black sleek car and took out his key and hit the unlock buttoned and there was a digital beeping sound. He walked over to the passenger side door. “Well get in Edward.” He said patting my leg I slid off Mustangs back and got inside the car and sat down. I grab the seat belt harness and snap it into the buckle Roy shuts the door and walks around to the other side of the car and opened the drivers side and sat down and shut the door. “Actually since we have lunch to go as well you can pick lunch and super since I am sure your sick of hospital food by now.” He said and reached over and rubbed my upper thigh.


“Oh well thank you I’d be happy to pick both,” Mustang new I loved food this was going to be an awesome day. He then removed his hand and put the key in the engine and started it up and backed out of the parking space and put the car in drive and turned it around and drove toward the exit of the parking lot and toward the high bared gate. The Gate automatically slides open for Mustang’s car I don’t’ even look back at that place I was jus so happy to be free. Freedom From that stupid sell freedom from people who judged me I had been saved from drowning in that dark cold waters of insanity.
Mustang was my hero and I shall repay him for his faith and kindness in me.