I am Here

Chapter 5

Quatre arrived on the east cost on the edge of Florida, he was meeting Trowa at a hotel. He told his men to look after Sandrock for him so he could meet with Trowa in private without having his annoying men breathing down his neck. The hotels name was Bayview and it looked pretty ritzy from the outside.

Quatre arrived there by cab he looked up at the eight story building from the back of the car as it pulled up outside. He opened the door once the car had stopped he paid the man a nice tip to wait for him outside. Then he shut the door and walked into the building he saw Trowa sitting on a soft bench against a column he was reading a book. Quatre’s heart sped up he was so excited to see Trowa. He walked toward him, “Hello.” He greeted him very happily.

Trowa was wearing a dark blue sweater and long white blue jeans, Trowa put the book down from his face and he looked Quatre over, “Well hello Quatre nice to see you again.” He said though his voice sounded plan there wasn’t much emotion to it.

“Yes very nice to see you again as well,” Quatre said and put his hand out to shake Trowa’s. Trowa stood up and took Quatre’s hand in all honestly Trowa was very happy to see Quatre again.

“Yes indeed,” he squeezed Quatre’s hand affectionately Quatre’s face blushed Trowa was so handsome it was almost intimidating at times.


Like that matter anymore he was with Duo and that was all that counted, even if Trowa was a handsome man. Duo was better by far Quatre thought to himself also he was just reminding himself. “Well I hope the trip here was alright?” Trowa said trying to be polite he knew Quatre liked conversations he liked to please the blonde in any small way he could.

“Oh yeah, I guess it was” Quatre had made it a point not to be alone with Ezekiel so he didn’t try anything on him. He had stuck close to Rashid and stayed in the same truck as him. He had been driving Sandrock anyways then again he had asked Rashid to drive the truck with Sandrock in it to start with.


“Well that is good, well shall we go then?” Trowa wondered but didn’t take his hand from Quatre’s he turned him around still holding on to Quatre’s hand and lead him toward the door.


Quatre blinked, he didn’t even seem to realizes his hand was being held tell Trowa tugged him along. Quatre wondered what was going through Trowa’s mind he stopped walking which pulled Trowa back. “Wait we don’t have to be in too much of a hurry, I actually just got away from my men for awhile so maybe we could hang out before going back?”


Trowa had kind of stepped back when Quatre stopped so suddenly and stumbled a bit and bumped into Quatre’s front. Trowa let his hand go and turned around to look at Quatre. “Oh ok, sure” Trowa shrugged “I suppose hanging out would be nice.” Though Trowa never really hung out before, he did have free time he had already destroyed one of the OZ bases for the day.


“Perfect I have a cab waiting outside perhaps we could go eat food or something?” Quatre wondered pleasantly.

“Sure,” Trowa shrugged and then retook Quatre’s hand in his and lead him out of the building. Quatre blushed did Trowa think they were still together how could he when, he didn’t keep in touch with him for all these months.

Quatre opened the car door and slid in and Trowa fallowed him, Quatre told the driver where to go once Trowa was seated the driver would take them to a diner that would be within walking distances of Quatre’s hide out. “So how have you been Trowa I haven’t heard from you in a long time. Or well ever since we parted ways a few months ago.” Quatre watched as Trowa brought his hand to his lips.


“Honestly I haven’t been very good,” Trowa’s one green visible eye gleamed back at Quatre as he kissed him on the knuckles. “I missed you Quatre, I was excited when they said we had a mission together.” Trowa said and let Quatre’s hand go he placed his hand on Quarter’s upper thigh.

“Well if you missed me so much then why didn’t you try and contact me?” Quatre wondered crossing his arms and shifting a bit as Trowa stroked him on his upper thigh.


“Because I couldn’t, we can talk more about that someplace else not right here.” Trowa answered. The Cab pulled up outside of the diner and Quatre paid him again and told him he could go on his way.

The two boys go inside and get themselves some coffee and sit down in a corner booth, Quatre was sipping his warm drink and looking out the window. He had to ask he couldn’t keep it in, “Trowa you think we are boyfriends or something?” Quatre sighed it felt better when he got it off his chest.

Trowa was stirring the straw in his hot drink that he had poured three creamers into, he looked up. His face still unreadable, “Well yeah I’d think after those few times we spent together that we were official, you know the first time we met then the time we bumped into each other at the gestation and shared that room in San Francisco?” Trowa said bring his coffee cup up to his lip and drank the light brown liquid.

Quatre huffed a bit, “but that isn’t fair Trowa you pretty much disappeared and had not kept in touch…so I thought you were done with me.” Quatre felt like he was going to cry he felt so frustrated now.


“I am sorry Quatre,” Trowa said setting the cup of coffee down on the table. He reached a crossed the table and patted him on the hand. “I did tell your body guard Ezekiel to give you a letter for me didn’t you get it?”

Quatre’s eyes narrowed at his coffee cup, he pulled his hand away and put it in his lap. “No of course he didn’t give it to me Trowa,” Quatre sighed and leaned his chin on his hand. At the time Ezekiel had put on a really good face plus Trowa didn’t see Ezekiel much so he wasn’t able to tell if he was good or bad. “So what did your letter say?” Quatre wondered looking down at his cappuccino which he really didn’t feel like drinking now.


“Well, it pretty much said that I believe we should try to make this work even if we are so far apart. I also told you I wouldn’t be able to keep in contact with you for the next several months due to my missions.” Trowa said that part lowly into his coffee cup and drank some more giving a little sipping sound. He looked at Quatre over the top of his cup.


Quatre’s face was red with anger now and frustration of course he was never good at hiding his emotions. He was pretty much like an open book. “I see, damn Ezekiel” Quatre was twisting a napkin on his lap.


“What is it Quatre, I know now it is more than clear you have something you want to tell me.” Trowa said drumming his slender fingers on the table for the first time in his life, he was feeling really agitated to the point that it was showing on the surface.


Quatre didn’t know he liked that, Trowa was actually showing somewhat of emotions, “Well Its just, I had thought you were never coming back and we never made it official out loud Trowa so… I got myself a boyfriend now.” Quatre said looking down at his lap his lip quivered feeling really bad.


“Well that is just too bad for him, because you’re my boyfriend first, so just forget about him Quatre. I’d say it’s a good Idea for you to just break it off with him.” Trowa had never felt so pissed off in all his life actually it was the first time he felt pissed. Normally his emotions were so numb, Quatre was the only one to make him feel anything.


“What no…” Quatre began Trowa slammed his fist on the table making it shake his bangs hiding both his eyes for a moment. Quatre jumped and brought his hands in toward his chest like a scared bunny would.


Trowa didn’t say anything, he stood up and grabbed Quatre by his wrist, and pulled him from the booth and tossed a five on the table and tugged Quatre out of the diner. He didn’t care if people stared. Right now he just didn’t care, he tugged him around the corner toward the strip of beach and ocean that was behind the dinner and that main drag.

Quatre had to pretty much run to keep up with Trowa’s longer strides, “Trow.. Trowa what are you doing! Where are you taking me?” As he walked the best he could a crossed the shifting sands.


“Some place a little more private,” Trowa had to speak up a bit more over the crashing of the waves. Where they were it was pretty lonely no one came out to this section of beach for one there was a sign that said beware of sharks. Also there was high dangers rock jetties that were off limits to climbing.


“But why what are you going to do?” Quatre said feeling really nervous now the warm wind blew in his blonde hair as he trotted after Trowa who then went between two high rocks some of the ocean water rushed in under the cliff but it was shallow enough to stand in.

Trowa then pushed Quatre against the rough wall and held his chin firmly so the blue eyes beauty had to look at him. “You will break it off with him, and you will break it off with him now your mine.” Trowa’s hand was trembling as he gripped the smaller pilots chin. “Also what is this other boys name… you better tell me or I will find out on my own and don’t think I can’t.” Trowa said firmly, “It would just make it easier on everyone if you told me…Ok easier on you.”


Quatre frowned at Trowa as he was being so rough with him, “how can you be like this Trowa your normally so sweet…” Trowa let go of Quatre’s chin and slammed his shoulders against the rock. This made Quatre cough a bit.


“I am not sweet, when the one thing I treasure most in this world has been stolen away from me. I can assure you Ezekiel is a dead man, now tell me who is this other boy.” Trowa said coldly.


Quatre was shaking against the rock now, he had never knew he meant this much to Trowa. It was heart breaking really. “The other boys name is Duo Maxwell,” Quatre began.


“WHAT!?” Trowa bellowed he almost lost it now and slammed Quatre against the wall again. “Your…your boyfriend is that stupid good for nothing low life slut!” Trowa of course knew information about all the Gundam pilots he was the type who had to make sure he knew what was going on. Well not to mention he was also head of operation meteor now. “He did meet the other Gundam Polite briefly after a few battles once he saw his face he did a back ground check on him. Plus he found out more information about him through Heero.

“He isn’t a slut…” Quatre was slammed against the rock even harder this time and he coughed again he put his hands up on Trowa’s chest. “Stop that hurts!” Quatre snapped up at Trowa.

“Are you stupid, he is a slut he’ll sleep with anything so long as it has a hard thing attached that can shove up his ass. Not to mention he is about as stupid as they come.” Trowa said shaking his head, “Quatre you can do so much better than him, I thought you were a classy guy?”


Quatre glared at Trowa, “So you think your better than him from what I heard you’re a slut too so don’t go judging him!”


Trowa slapped Quatre this time, “you how could you even say that you know every time it happened to me it was against my will!” Trowa growled then took out his cell phone and flipped it open. “If you don’t break it off with Duo I will!”


Once Trowa’s hand went into his pocket Quatre tried to run away, Trowa pushed him back against the rock wall. “Let me go Trowa, I am not going to break anything off with anyone. I love him!”


Trowa was holding Quatre against the rock wall with one hand; he looked at Quatre with cold blank eyes. “You are a fickle bitch then… did you not declare to me last time we made love that. You loved me and wanted to be with me forever!? Or was that just some bullshit lie you made up!? You fall in love with anyone who sticks there cock up your ass!? I am amazed you got Duo too from what I heard he is a pretty lazy assed bum to me.” Trowa snorted.


Quatre shook his head, “Stop talking about Duo that way you don’t even know him!”

“Oh I don’t care, he stole you away from me so that makes him number one most wanted enemy!” Trowa said and flipped open his cell phone and dialed……