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Weak as I am	By : SaiyanPride Category: Dragon Ball Z > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 2067 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter List
- 1-Nightmares
- 2-Reminisce
- 3-The end?
- 4-No Trust
- 5-Radditz
- 6-Changes
- 7-Darkness
- 8-Revelations
- 9-Truth
- 10-Blood
- 11-Danger
- 12-Rescue
- 13-Fate
- 14-Tails
- 15-Conflict
- 16-To Hell and back
- 17-Illness
- 18-Moon
- 19-Epilogue
- 5
- 6
- 7
Chapter 6 �
Changes

Goku slowly returns
into his own mind. He doesn�t want to let go� He opens his eyes immediately
when someone empties a bucket of cold water over his head.

�Wake up, baka.�
Goku suddenly realizes he has a hard on and he blushes when he sees Vegeta�s
cold eyes staring at him.

Then he shakes
himself with ki to dry, screaming: �God damn it Vegeta, that was groce!
How could you share that memory with me? It feels like I slept with my
brother!�

�Who cares?� Vegeta
shrugs. �It wasn�t uncommon in the old days.�

�But� the whole gay
thing� Are you saying that��

�Every Saiyan is
born bisexual, Kakarot. We�re equally attracted to men and women.�

�Like hell! I�m not
gay!�

�Really? You most
certainly got horny while reliving my memory.�

�You got
horny, I didn�t.�

�I can smell your
feromones everywhere, Kakarot. Don�t be so ashamed. You�re not an Earthling and
you never will be.�

Goku keeps
muttering for several minutes, then he lets go and becomes serious again.

�You�ve raised a
lot of questions, Vegeta. What happened with Frieza�s hybrid experiment? He
didn�t succeed, did he?�

�Until today, I
don�t know the answer to that question, Kakarot. I can�t remember everything
Frieza did to me, some things are lost inside my head. I hope he never
succeeded.�

�And what about
Radditz and you?�

�Well, you killed
him. End of story.�

�I�m sorry, Vegeta.
I didn�t know he meant so much to you.�

�We took out our
frustrations on each other, that�s all. We desperately tried to overwrite our
past experiences. It wasn�t love, Kakarot, it was a surviving strategy.
We needed each other in order to believe there would be a brighter day.�

�I know you�re
lying, Vegeta. It was more than that, I could feel it.�

�Well then maybe
I�m not capable of experiencing love, Kakarot, because I couldn�t,� Vegeta
spits. He storms back into the house.

Goku sighs and
tries to process the things he has seen. His ki spikes as he imagines his
brother killing his own child. Suddenly another question pops into his head.
Did Radditz ever have another child� from Vegeta?

�It�s no use,�
Vegeta thinks inside the cabin. �We�re not getting anywhere. This mind sharing
thing will only make me feel worse. More importantly, Kakarot will find out
what he can do to me because he�s the stronger fighter. I can�t risk that� I�ve
got to get out of here.� He takes off into the dark sky and shivers. �Damn this
cold planet.�

Weeks have gone by.
Vegeta has returned to Capsule Corp, but Goku remains somewhere in the woods.
Vegeta thinks that Kakarot is still waiting there for him to return� But now he
knows he never will. Last night he had another dream, in which Kakarot was the
one raping him instead of Frieza.

�I�ll avoid that
clown at any cost,� Vegeta thinks bitterly.

�Such a grumpy face
on a beautiful day,� Bulma says cheerful. �What�s up, stud?�

�Nothing. Ghosts
from the past.� Vegeta relaxes his face and leans back on his sunbed. �How
about you give me a backrub and make them go away?�

�Let me think�
Alright, but then you train Trunks for the tournament.�

�Nani? Are you out
of your mind, woman?�

�No. You need some
father-son time and Trunks keeps nagging about you refusing to train him.�

�Okay, okay� I give
up.� He turns around and feels Bulma�s soft hands working on his back. �Almost
as good as Radditz�� he thought and dozed off again.

At night, Vegeta
hears screaming somewhere inside the house. He soundlessly slides out of bed
and listens. �Trunks� room,� he thinks and runs into his son�s bedroom.

What he sees makes
his blood turn to ice. Trunks is fighting someone in a nightmare� It takes
Vegeta only a second to sense his son�s fear.

�Trunks, wake up!
It�s just a dream!� He shakes him and then sees Trunks open his eyes. It takes
him a while to recognize his father. �Dad! I� I��

�It was only a
dream, son. You�re safe now.� Vegeta holds his son close, not in the last place
to squash his own fear. So it has begun. Trunks can sense his father�s past�

�KAKAROT! Damn you
clown, where are you hiding?� Vegeta is looking for Goku, but he can�t sense
his ki. He returns to the cabin again and searches the whole place.

�What a mess� It
looks like he didn�t clean up since I left. But why? He used to be pretty tidy.
And why did he leave this place? He didn�t go home after all.�

Vegeta takes a deep
breath and tastes the air. His eyes grow wide and he smells it again. Despair.

�Kuso!� He bursts
through the nearest window and flies towards a familiar cliff. There stands
Goku, his clothes torn, bleeding from small cuts all over his body.

�Kakarot! You baka!
Get away from there NOW!�

Goku turns around
slowly. He looks like he hasn�t eaten in a week.

�Vegetaahh,� he
groans and then he collapses right at Vegeta�s feet. Vegeta can count his ribs,
he has lost a lot of weight.

�You baka,� Vegeta
whispers while hoisting Goku onto his shoulder, �what did you do to yourself?�

He flies towards
Capsule Corp. and brings Goku to the hospital wing immediately.

He can�t get out�
He�s running, but his feet stick to the ground. He�s coming. He�ll do
terrible things to him. He�ll catch him� No way out�

Goku�s thrashing
around on the hospital bed, caught up in his own dreams. Vegeta�s sitting next
to him, he�s sleeping in a chair. Slowly, their minds connect.

Kakarot runs into
him and they both fall to the floor.

�Baka! Watch where
you�re going!�

�Vegeta! Thank Kami
you�re here! He wants to kill me!�

�Who?� Suddenly the
floor turns into ice and covers their arms and legs.

�Who do you think,
monkey?� Frieza chuckles.

Vegeta growls
dangerously. �Fuck you Frieza! I don�t care anymore! This is just a fucking dream,
and I will no longer let you rule my life through my own mind!�

�Oh really? And how
are you going to make me leave this place?�

�Watch and learn,
you fucking lizard.�

Vegeta roars like
an animal and breaks free from the ice. Then he stretches out his hands to
Frieza.

�Come to me,
bastard, and I�ll show you the meaning of suffering.�

�What the� You
stupid monkey! Let go of me!� Frieza�s captured in an invisible energy beam
that pulls him towards Vegeta inch by inch.

�How does it feel,
Frieza, to be powerless?�

�I�m not�
powerless� I�m a thousand� times� stronger than you!�

Vegeta grabs Frieza
by his throat and squeezes hard. �I don�t care,� he hisses with narrowed eyes.
�You could be the empress of China and I still wouldn�t care� This is my head!
GET OUT!� Vegeta powers up until all that remains to be seen is a bright white
light.

�You made him
leave,� Goku whispers softly. Then he falls asleep again, totally exhausted.

Vegeta breaks the
connection between them and stands up. It�s time for Trunks� training.

After this
incident, life changes for Vegeta and Goku. They still participate in mind
sharing, but Frieza�s presence isn�t as overwhelming as it used to be. Vegeta
shows Goku most of his youth, including the nights he spend with Radditz.

�You know, that was
the only time I could be myself. I thought I lost my identity somewhere along
the way, but Radditz helped me to hang on to that little piece of Vegeta that
was left. Kakarot,� Vegeta suddenly changed the subject, �do you have any idea
why I�m so short?�

�What do you mean?�

�Hah! You think I
was meant to be this way? Baka,� he says almost affective. �I only hit puberty
when I first fucked Radditz.� Goku�s face grimaced at the term Vegeta used.

�I mean, when Radditz
and I first had sex��

�Why so late? You
were twenty at the time.�

�Saiyans hit
puberty as soon as they start to be sexually active. And no, being raped by
Frieza is not to be considered sexual activity by me.�

�So you would have
been taller if Frieza hadn�t��

�I would have been
as tall as you are, Kakarot. I still hate the lizard for doing that to me.�

�How come I never
had growth problems?�

�I don�t know,
Kakarot. When did you start banging your wife?� Vegeta grins.

Goku turns red like
a tomato. �I never� Oh you son of a� I�m gonna kill you!� He jumps at Vegeta,
who is long gone by the time he even gets up.

�Show yourself you
fucking coward!� Goku screams, still angry. Vegeta appears behind him and locks
his arms behind his back. �I thought that was a bad word?�

Goku growls in the
back of his throat and looks over his shoulder. �It is! Now will you stop
mocking my principles?�

�No way! I�m having
too much fun to stop now.� Vegeta grins and powers up slightly to hold on to
Goku�s arms. �Now let�s see what else offends our Chikyuu hero� Do I get extra
points for mentioning the word �motherfucker�?�

�That�s it Vegeta.
You�re going down!� Goku powers up and breaks free, slamming Vegeta face down
into the ground.

�You asked for it,�
he hisses, breathing heavily.

�And as always, you
obeyed,� Vegeta continues to tease him. �Oh Kami, I played these games with
your brother all the time. He couldn�t get enough of it.�

�Stop mentioning
those sexual escapades between you and my brother,� Goku sighs.

�Why? Can�t take
it?�

�I don�t know. The
idea that males of our species were interbreeding� seems just bizarre.�

�That�s because
those pitiful ningen don�t know how to appreciate a good f� sex.�

�Maybe.�

�Honestly, Kakarot,
you�ve become prudish on this planet! I can show you things that would do more
to you than just make you blush!�

�Like what?� Goku
tries not to sound interested, but miserably fails.

�Come here with
that forehead, you not-so-innocent Saiyan, and I�ll show you a Saiyan victory
celebration!�

They put their
foreheads together once more and then silence takes over the forest. Goku�s
cheeks become pink at first, and bright red after that. Vegeta�s face is one
big smirk as he shows Goku a few very X-rated Saiyan memories.
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