Blonde and Black

'Authors Note' You know, it's weird... I posted this story one week and a day ago and so many people have read, or... clicked on it. I'm probably ten of them cause I needed to find my mistakes but... I'm surprised, the description tricks ya, huh? I think the warnings are more accurate though... Oh yeah, and there's RAPE or not really, it is liked by both, but only really wanted by one. You'll see... Your fault for reading it if you don't like it.

Ri: ^_^ I surprised myself with how that chapter turned out and I feel kind of bad that it was so short. But I'll try and make this one longer. Heh... Anyway, I'm glad that it surprised you, cause when I read back through it, it didn't seem that surprising, but I think it's because I already knew what was going to happen.


Disclaimer: Don't own FMA but I will one day... Just like White boy Jackson owns the rights to Coke Cola and the Beatles music...


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Twists and turns bring you to each road in life, whether it be filled with the light or or be enclosed in the dark. And while walking down those roads, remember, you are neither there, nor invisible.

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He felt dizzy as all these thoughts raced through his head and he collapsed against the wall facing Roy's office. He didn't know how long he had been there and at this moment he was too lost in his thoughts to care.

And that's why he never heard the noise stop, or the soft murmur of people. Nor did he hear their footsteps walking towards the door. His head bolted up when the light hit him and as his golden eyes locked onto coal black, the only thing he heard was, "Ed?"

Freezing in his place, he didn't know what to do. His heart jumped into his throat and he couldn't breath. His eyes snapped over to Hawkeye when she cleared her throat.

"Uh... Ed, how long have you been there?" A dark blush was on her face, he had never seen her blush before, well, not like this. The blond remained silent, unable to use his voice, or his legs for that matter. The uncomfortable atmosphere in the room seemed to grow by the second and Hawkeye, in this case, was unaware of the reason for it other than embarrassment. But for Ed, and for Roy, it was so much more.

Giving the blond women a small smile, Roy said in his most charming voice, "I'll take care of him for now, why don't you head home. It seems as though we've traumatized him." The both laughed after that, but Ed didn't. He still couldn't believe at how... unreal all of this was. And because it felt... it seemed so unreal, he didn't want to believe it.

He hardly heard the fading of Riza's footsteps, but he did noticed Roy's approaching ones. "That was a very dumb thing you just did." The older alchemist knelt down in front of the blond and reached out, cupping his chin gently. "Couldn't stay away could you?"

Ed felt like a cornered animal at this moment, trapped between the wall and Roy. When Ed said nothing, Roy frowned and stood up, "Well, if you've got nothing to say, then head back to your dorm. That's an order." Flinching slightly at how cold the older mans voice was, Ed couldn't bring himself to move, still frozen to the spot.

"Why her, Roy?" He said after a minute, finally finding his voice, "Why?" The alchemist glanced back at him and shrugged, giving no explanation for his behavior except for, "It's my business and mine alone. Haven't I told you that before?" Anger suddenly flashed through Ed and he was instantly on his feet and in front of Roy.

"Not my business? Of course it is you bastard! If I'm one of the people you're screwing it should be my business!" His voice echoed through out the hallway as he shouted, not caring if anyone heard. But Roy did. "Shut up." He hissed, grabbing Ed by his arm and dragging him into his office, slamming the door.

"And it's none of your business, if it were just because I fuck with you every now and then, than it would have to be a dozen other women, who I sleep with, business too." Ed's fist clenched and unclenched at his sides as his vision started to blur. "A fuck every now and then?" He said, his jaw clenched. Before he knew it his hand connected with Roy's face, a loud smack ringing through out the room. Roy's face was turned slightly to the side, the left side of his face was imprinted with a red hand mark.

"Leave." Roy growled.

"I'm not goi...."

"LEAVE!"

Ed took a step back at Roy's outburst and instantly he turned to the door. But as he did it became evident that the Colonel didn't want him to go, instead, he grabbed Ed's arm and yanked him over to him. Hard.

Roy pushed Ed against the wall of his office and yanked open his coat, ripping it off of him before moving directly down to the blonds pants. "Wha..? No! Roy, stop!" Ed tried to fight against him but Roy was older, and he was stronger. It didn't matter if he had auto mail, he couldn't fight like this. Before any more thoughts could run through Ed's mind Roy's hand delved into the front of his pants and gripped him in what can only be described as a familiar way.

"Ngh... Roy no.." Ed panted and tried to squirm out of his grasp but all it seemed to do was make Roy try harder. He moaned when he felt Roy's other hand roaming over his body but he still struggled against the older mans touches, but his resolve just kept getting weaker and weaker. Soon he was almost at his breaking point.

"Isn't this what you wanted Edward? To be my little fuck toy?" He bite down on the blonds shoulder, causing him to cry out in mixed pain. "Don't you want to be my lover?" Ed gasped and could hardly breath as Roy's hand ghosted over his chest as his other stroked and gripped his cock. "Nn... Not... Roy please stop..." The Colonel just smirked against Ed's neck and whispered, "I don't think so, Full metal. You're mine, now and forever."

As quickly as before, Roy moved from the wall to the desk, placing Ed bare back against the cool surface. Shivering slightly, the blond looked into Roy's predatory gaze and felt a cold sort of feeling run through him. Whether it be out of fear, or anticipation, he didn't know, and he wasn't left much time to ponder either. Before he knew what had happened, Roy sheathed himself fully in Ed, not wasting a second and started moving inside of him.

To Ed, it was the worst pain he had ever felt, it was as if he was being torn in two. Roy hadn't prepared him or used any lube, he was going at it completely dry. Tears, for the first time tonight, rolled down Ed's face and he whimpered in pain, trying to get Roy to get off of him, out of him. "Ugh, Roy... Stop, i-it hurts." Ed's words of pain only seemed to encourage the monster above him and he started to move faster, relentlessly thrusting into him.

Though Roy continuously hit into his prostate, that pleasure wasn't enough to cover the pain that he felt. Whether it be in his body, or in his heart. Soon, he felt Roy come inside of him, and with a low groan, the older man collapsed onto of Ed. Breathing hard, Roy lifted himself off of the blond a few moments later, pulling out. Wincing in pain, Ed cringed as he felt something sticky trail on the inside of his thigh. He didn't know if it was his own blood or if it was Roy's cum. Cringing now, as he sat up, he looked over to see Roy standing there zipping up his pants.

"Get dressed and leave." Is all the older man had to say as he lite a cigarette and went over to the door, walking out. Those words, it seemd, hurt him more than being taken like that ever could. It was the fact that he had just been used and tossed aside like a piece of garbage, and he didn't know what to do. Standing up a strong pain shot through him and he almost fell back over.

He managed to get his clothes on and as he moved to the door, he realized he was still crying. Wiping away the tears he opened the door and headed back to his door, limping slightly. How was he supposed to explain this to Al? How was he going to tell him that he just got... Raped?

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Ok, that's it for now boys and girls... Well, just girls, and if your a boy, I admire your courage. Anyway, I decided not to post how Hawkeye and Roy got together cause I'm a complete and total failure when it comes to M/F lemons... Heh, I can hardly do M/M one's well, anyway... Review if ya want, read if ya can. That's all I ask. ^_^ Until the next chapter...