Cursed Life

Chapter 8

After twenty minutes of washing up in the shower which felt really good. Roy massaged my head it almost sent me to sleep. Once we were cleaned we got out and dried off and Roy applied the rust free cream to my metal as he always did once I got out of the water. I was standing in the middle of the bathroom as he was bent down with a blue towel wrapped around his waste and clear water droplets clung to his hair that grew over his forehead. I stood there naked for the time being with my hands on my hips watching Roy polish me up.
“There you go all clean,” Roy smiled up at me then stood up and kissed my cheek. “Alright you can go put your clothes on then I can show you around.” He reached around and patted my smooth ass I stood up and kissed him on the cheek though my ass was still screaming Roy was just so sexy.
“Alright,” I say and turn and walk out of the room toward my clothes. I walk over to the bed and bent over and picked up my boxers and stepped into them and pulled them up over my bum, bending over sort of made my back hurt some and man my ass burned still it was just nagging I winced some. Then I picked up my pants and pulled them on and buttoned and zipped them then slid my arms into my shirt and zipped that up, I was going to keep my long sleeved shirt off for now. I turn around and look at the bed “I like how soft this bed is,” I comment and put my hands down into the mattress once I was fully dressed my golden hair was still down and draped over my shoulders.
Roy walked over to the bed and he got redressed, then sat down and he sort of sunk down into it. “Yeah it sure is Edward I bet you’ll sleep very well tonight my bed is even softer.” He chuckled and winked.
“Well from what I can feel yeah this is pretty soft,” I say and turn around and sit down on the bed then bend down slip my shoes back on. When I sat back I sink into the bed “Ah shit this bed is like eating me,” I laugh and I fall into Mustang my cheek is pressed against his arm now.
“Yeah well I suppose anything as small as you might get sucked into something so soft,” Roy said and swiftly stood up and I fell. To my side the anger meatier started to rise it went from 0 to 11 in 0.1 seconds. As I lay there all I heard was………

“WHO YOU CALLING SO TINY THAT I WOULDN’T MAKE A MEAL EVEN FOR PLAKTION!?” I shout trying to sit up from where I had fallen, I was trying to get up quickly but the bed was so soft it made it hard to sit up. I sat there kicking my leg and arm for a minute as I was held victim of the man eating mattress. I finally sat up and leapt off the bed and went to grab Mustang’s shirt collar he had been laughing at me the fucker. He grabbed my metal wrist and held it up in the air. Actually I found myself dangling off the ground in Mustang’s firm grip.
He brought me up to his serious dark charcoal gaze, “Edward I never said that, and you need to keep your voice down.” Roy added he still seemed to hold me up very easily he took hold of my chin, as I had put my face down not wanting to keep looking in those dark straight forward eyes. He started to lean in toward my mouth with his lips I tried braking my face away I was mad at him I didn’t want to kiss him!
“Well you didn’t have to make fun of me!” I snapped at him, “and let me down now, now, now, now, now!” I kicked my feet he then reached down and grabbed my metal foot so now I was hanging in a weird sort turned position hanging over the ground this didn’t hurt me though in the lest thankfully.
“Its called teasing you need to learn to relax and take a joke once in awhile.” Roy said to me and carried me back toward the bed and set me down in it again on my side.
“Yeah big brother you really should,” I hear Alphonse pine in from the other side of the bed as he had turned around to watch me go into my blind rage.
“Well I am not taking it so lightly to be the butt of every ones jokes sorry I won’t take it,” I say sitting up on my elbows in the center of the bed glaring at Roy.
“Well Edward, you are short and you’ll have to deal with the truth and learn to accept it!” I moved again leaping up on my knees golden hair flying behind me. Without even thinking my metal fist came toward Roy’s face as he was talking, he had put up his hand and caught my fist square in the center of his palm he winced.
“Don’t call my a Shorty pip squeak!” I say between gritted teeth he shoved me back again on the bed this time a tad harshly. I fell to my side my hair slid over my face stupid fucker I thought. He crawled over top of me and rolled me to where I was on my back he pinned my hands over my head I wiggled around.
“Edward stop it right now or you’ll be out of your stake dinner and have to stay in your room one more out burst like that and I am going to give you some swats is that what you want?” Roy wondered to me his lips dangerously close to mine I move my face to the side again angry heat was rising off of me.
“I don’t want to kiss you,” I say coldly but he grabbed my face and made me look at him.
“How dare you keep denying me, you are a naughty boy!” Mustang scolds me and held my face still and kissed me anyways weather I wanted to or not.
I start claming down and relaxed closed my eyes and let him kiss me “Sorry I am sorry,” I muttered into the kiss, feeling him let go of my left hand then sat back from the kiss he looked down at me. I run my left hand through my bangs and bring my hand up and look at the golden locks as they come down and land softly on my forehead.
“Alright then if your sorry get up and I’ll take you on a tour,” Roy said to me and I sat up and slid off the bed.
“Alright.” I say still feeling a tad shaky but I was clamming down some but he did kiss me when I didn’t want it. I look at Alphonse with I’d had loved to punched Mustang in the face look.
Alphonse shook his head at me like ‘No Big brother don’t it’s a bad Idea.’
“Ed what are you looking at?” I hear Mustang seeming to break into some kind of trance I must of gone into according to him I suppose.
“I wasn’t looking at anything well let me braid my hair before we go you show me around.” I say and walk to the desk where my brush was and my hair tie I slid it over my wrist.
“Alright well hurry up then,” Roy said crossing his arms I went into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror Alphonse fallowed me as always and I could see him in the mirror and I winked at him. Before I brushed my hair and started to weave my golden locks into my normal braid and put my bangs the way I liked it also how Mustang seemed to like it too.
“ I hope your feeling ok,” He said and walked to the door frame of the bathroom to watch my braid my hair.
“Of course I am feeling ok I feel excellent,” I look over at him from the mirror as I finished with my hair and gave him a big cheesy smile. “Are you feeling ok?” I wondered tilting my head to the side.
“Of course I am silly” Roy chuckled, “Well anyways if your done I’ll give you the tour now.” I nodded and set my brush down.
“Alright lead on Colonel,” I say in a teasing tone and put two fingers to my temple and fallow him out of the door of the bathroom across the bedroom I turn to the right fallowing him to the dark Brown doors at the end of the hallway.

He opened the doors and we walked in it was a nice large room I whistle “Wow nice” The ceiling was about twelve feet high and painted your standard white The ceiling had a dark brown thin wooden border running around it and on the left and right sides of the room there was huge arching windows with dark green drapes they all had window seats the cushions were black and green, with shelves under them with books filling all the shelves. The floor was a large dark wood floor that had a green rug in front of the large bed that had a wooden base bored and head bored. There was two tall cast iron lamps on either side of the bed they had green shades with black dangling diamond like jewels running around the rim. There was large night stand on the left hand side of the bed that also had a lamp on it was black with a green shade. The bed its self had a black comforter that was pushed and not really made so I could see the light blue sheets. The walls were painted green so by now I pretty much could guess what Mustang’s favorite color was. He also had two dressers in his room on either side pushed against the wall. Also a large wardrobe was in the right hand corner of the room.
There was a fire place on the wall of the door and Mustang had a big green arm chair set in front of it with a coffee table and a wooden book stand which also had books on it. Over the fire place he had a hanging work of art which was and ocean but it wasn’t blue or grey it was colored purple and the sky was orange there was blue specs like blue stars in the sky it was held in purple frame.
“Well this is my room, and if you like you may read any book you want,” Roy chuckled as I was walking around looking at everything.
“Oh really even the scary ones?” I wondered as I stop in front of the big picture on the wall and look at it was pretty I thought. “I like this ocean Picture its very interesting.”
“I don’t really have any scary ones,” Roy tells me and walked up beside me and looked at the picture as well. “Yeah I love it, well come on I’ll show you my bathroom then I’ll show you where your bathroom is.” He said and I turned and fallowed him to his bathroom which was the door on the far left corner of the room. He flipped the light on and it was a nice bathroom indeed.
“Wow a hot tub nice!” I say happily and walk over to it and look down into the white tub big enough for two it was set in the right corner of the bathroom. The tile was a mint green on the walls the floor was black tiles. The sink was on the same wall as the door it had a nice counter top. There was a linen closet next to the sink on the left side. There was a shower cubical in the right corner of the bathroom then of course the toilet. The light was over the large mirror it was a white long tube light.
“Yeah I enjoy it,” Roy chuckled “Its probably one of my favorite things I ever bought myself.” He said leaning on the door frame. “Well come on we have a lot more to see,” he said to me I turn around from the hot tub and fallow him out of the room.
We past the other guest rooms to the next flight of steps that lead up to the third floor there was a game room up there which I thought was sweet. The dark wooden door was on the right hand side of the hallway, the room was large with hard wood floors and had a nice sized TV set in a wooden entertainment center. You could see this in the center of the room right when you walk in. With Xbox 360, Ps2 and Three also a Wii all set on different shelves and hooked up to the tv, Roy also had surround sound hooked the speakers were attached to the corners of the room. There was a nice black sofa set in front the T.V. with a glass coffee table in front of it there was two large book shelves full of games and movies. Set on either side the shelves were at lest eight feet tall the ceiling was at lest twelve in the center of the white ceiling was a black ceiling fan with bell like decretive glass on three light bulbs.
There was a ping pong table as well as a pool table also his computer was in this room, in the far left hand corner was a large black wooden desk it had a nice silver LCD Monitor, along with the silver PC tower which set next to the screen. There was a nice silver soft looking computer chair with wheels pushed up under it and next to it on the right was a large window that looked out toward the back yard.
“WOW!” I say amazed at this room it was awesome I thought on the walls was some more pretty paintings. “I can see you like art,” I say making a very clear and obvious statement as I look at a Picture of a large bear rearing up on his hind legs and two wolves are about ready to attack him with there ears back and fangs showing. This was on the wall next to the door then next to that was a Picture of a mountain scene the caps were snow covered. With a long green meadow in front of it they were in large black wooden frames. On the far wall beside the computer chair was another picture of the ocean only this time dolphins were jumping out of the water into what looked like outer space and the world was below them. This was in a silver frame these pictures were at lest six feet tall they were nice and wide though. Then next to that was a picture of blue and green and red and purple pixies flying around a little boy down on his knees in the green grass he had blonde hair he was naked but you couldn’t see anything but his sides he looked to be a small child. Behind him was a flower garden I walked over to this one. “Ohh what is this one about?” I wondered interested greatly seemed it could be a nice story.
Roy walked over to the painting with me, “You know I’d think you’d rush over to the video games but instead you are more interested in my art which is a good thing I am glad your mind is more focused on mind stimulating things.” He chuckled happily, he slid his arm around me. “Anyways this is a picture of a baby Peter Pan in Kensington Garden when the pixies first found Peter he was a boy who never wanted to grow up. Haven’t you heard that story?” Roy wondered looking over at me.
“Oh yes of course I have I like that story,” I say smiling up at him, “I’d love to go to Never, Never land and never have to get older.” That sounded like a good Idea to me anyways to fly away from all the troubles of the real human world.
“If you did that how would you and I get to have time to spend together,” Roy wondered sounding saddened by that. “I’d miss you too, I don’t think I want you to go to Never, Never land.” He pulling me in to his body and hugging me be bent down and gave me a soft kiss.
I backed away “Aw Roy your getting to mushy on me,” I chuckled and pushed away from him turned around and walked toward the other six foot tall works of art on the other side of the room. There was one of Saturn the rings were many different colors of purple, orange and green there was white stars behind it on black space it had a silver frame holding the painting. Then the last Picture was of a Violin leaning against an arm chair with the bow next to it there was sheet music on the floor in front of it.
“Sorry,” he chuckled and fallowed after me and put his hand on my head and rubbed it. “So you like art huh you think you could do paintings?” Roy wondered to me thoughtfully as he removed his hand from my hair.
“Oh yeah I know I could, I do love art though It be fun to take up sometime that is for sure.” I nodded and walked over the violin picture that was also in a silver frame. “So you like the Violin?” I wondered looking at it with my hands behind my back then over at Mustang.

“Yes I love it I do play some instruments as well, come I’ll show you my one of my favorite rooms in the house.” Roy said to me happily and I fallowed him out of the game room which I would of course check out the video games later. He lead me to the door across the hallway he opened it and there was a window straight a head with dark blue drapes that were pulled opened and you could see out the front window. The floor was a black hard wood floor with white soft rugs. The walls were painted a pine tree green and had black music notes floating about on the walls, which had black wood bored running along the bottom of the room.
“Nice I really do like this room indeed,” Roy had a white grand piano in the far left corner that looked out the window. There was a black electric guitar in the right hand corner sitting on a nice guitar holder. There was a violin on a stand in the left hand corner that was on the same wall as the door. Against the right hand wall was a white sofa with a dark wooden coffee table with magazines on it, also a desk was in front of the window that had sheet music stacked up on it. Also he had his own private recording devices set on the wooden desk. “Wow so you compose and record your own music?” I wondered and walked over to the piano and plunked on the keys with my metal finger which made a clinking sound as I hit the D in the center of the key bored.
“Yes you guessed, it but I normally only do it for a hobby don’t really do much but I have sold a few of my songs to classic musical stores. Also made two classic music CD’s” There was a tall wooden music case on the left hand wall in center of the piano and the violin It had four shelves. He walked over to it and pulled open one of the glass doors and took out a CD.
I then hit D Then E, F, G, A, B,C I went up the scale of the keys tell it went high and plunked on the last key which of course was the highest. The piano sounded really good there was some sheet music sitting against the stand. “Wow that is really awesome that you did that Roy,” I say impressed I kept looking at the piano, with my fingers I went back down the scales in a very fluid like motion C,B,A,G,F,E,D,C,B,A tell I hit middle C again and hit it and re hit it just for the fun of it.
“See,” Roy said and walked up behind me and put his arms over my shoulders holding the CD up so I could be sure to look at it. It had a picture of a closed music book with a violin bow a crossed it and a red rose on the bottom left hand corner the back ground was black the note book white. The Music Book was titled in big fancy black letters Mustang’s Classics under the text was a black outline of a running horse with its tail flying behind its self kicking up music notes.
I took hold of the CD case and nodded, “Wow impressive,” I say holding it in my left hand and opening the case and saw a blue CD in it said the same thing as it did on the outside. Mustang then pushed my braid to the side some and started planting my neck with kisses as I was trying to read over the CD. I flipped it over and looked at the back “Oh you wrote twelve songs nice,” I nodded and closed the CD and offered it back to him. Though I am sure my face was red and this made me feel a tingly he sure did know how to always kiss my neck just right.

“Yeah These two CD’s I think I composed the best music on,” Roy told me he took the CD stood up straight and walked back over to the music case he put it away and shut the door. “The only other room up here is my study it just has a lot of books a desk with another computer on it. Not really to exciting,” He said turning around to face me again. “I do have one more room that you may find very interesting. Come along.” He said and went out of the music room I was next to the guitar looking it over and plucked a string it made a low humming sound I then turned around and fallowed after Mustang.
“Well this room was very interesting though I think its pretty awesome to find out you have such talents.” I say as he leads me to a door at the end of the hallway it was black and he turned the door knob and pushed it open.
“I wouldn’t speak to soon,” He chucked as we came into the last room I was rendered speechless which was a big deal for me.
Inside was a nice tropical plant conservatory That had twenty four foot high glass ceiling to let the sun light in. There was green tropical like plants hanging from the ceiling on either side of the large airy room. The path ways were made out of different shades of small brown stones. There was palm trees arching over the entrance of the path way with tall beach grass growing around the base. Then about ten feet from the door the path T’s at the T There was a large assortment of different kinds of tropical plants that would grow in the under toe of a jungle.
We could walk around it and Mustang lead me by the shoulder down the path way and to the right hand side of the T there was large red flowers growing on the right side of the path way which was the side I was on they went up about six feet and there heads seemed to be basking in the sun light there was orange flowers as well they smelled sweet. This went on for another good ten feet on Mustangs side was still the jungle like under toe.
Then there was a path to the left that met with the path on the other side as we rounded the corner I saw a large blue pool in the center of the room. There was tropical fish and it smelled like sea salt the air in this room was warmer then the rest of the house I had noted. The pool sort of slanted down and there was a sandy bar that Mustang and I walked onto there was a consent wave that splashed gently on the man made shore.
“WOW,” I finally gasped, “That is so amazing how deep is it and can we get a better look?” I wondered since from the top it was hard to see what kinds of fish there was and I noticed something large round and dark in the water.
“Yes of course we can,” Mustang nodded, “This way,” he said and slid his arm off of my shoulder and went to the left and I fallowed him there was some steps leading down about twenty feet the reason I didn’t see this when we pulled up was cause it was more on the backside of the house.

We came down the flight of steps there was a large twenty foot aquarium glass wall on the right and there was small blue love seat with a coffee table. In front of it and a lamp with a dolphin holding up the light bulb part with a black lamp shade on it with sea shells. The floor was a hard black floor with white and blue speckles on it. Alphonse had been fallowing the whole time and I was very glad that he had I would have wanted him to see this. He was looking into the huge tank.
There was always a constant blue glow from the huge aquarium, I walked over to the glass and looked in to the right looked to be a reef with blue and purple coral and pink and yellow sea anemones there was star fish and clown fish and sea horses. “Wow you have a SEA turtle!?” I say amazed as the large black sea turtle swam past the glass.
“Yes I know its sort of odd but I like to save them,” Roy said to me man he did all kinds of awesome things.
“What do you mean save them?” I wondered looking up at him.
“Well Sea turtles are fighting to stay alive cause of humans they like to dig up there eggs and eat them and never give the turtles a chances to hatch. This is a pregnant female she will climb up on to the shore and lay her eggs and when the baby’s hatch I collect them and sell them to Zoo’s and other aquariums. Then during mating season I have a male sea turtle brought in to mate with the female normally sea turtles are solitary and she dose eat the fish I raised her on a veggie diet she is about 400 pounds.”
“Wow!” I say impressed again, “So what is her name?” I wondered looking back at the large turtle, swimming around in the aquarium that was twenty feet deep she swam so gracefully and effortlessly.
“Her name is Stormy,” Roy answered me, “She looks like a dark storm cloud swimming around in the blue water “Plus I think storms are beautiful just like she is.”
“So what are all these different kinds of fish?” I wondered looking back at the sea Anemones were different fish were swimming around the anemones were beautiful with pink and yellow and orange they seemed to glow.
“Well there is the Pink Anemone fish, Golden Damselfish, Blue tang, Eye Stripe surgeon fish, flame back angel fish. Racon butterfly fish, Blue Chromis, Blackcap gramma,” which was actually a pretty shade of purple,”palette surgeon,” He was pointing to each fish that swam past. I watched where he pointed.
“So what do you feed Stormy then?” I wondered Roy was right this was about the most awesome thing I had ever seen in my life up close.
“Well I feed her cabbage, also she eats the sea grasses that grow at the bottom of the tank but she loves cabbage and romaine lettuces.” Roy said with his arms crossed and was watching her swim around some more.
“So do you ever go swimming with Stormy?” I wondered putting my hand up on the glass as she swam past it again showing us her under belly.
“Yes I have on auction I normally make sure to have on a wet suit though as the anemones can sting you and it can really hurt.” Roy tells me, “But you can avoid them, the reef is about six feet down from the shallow sandy bar that goes from one inch to four feet deep before it drops six feet to the reef.” Then from the reef it drops a good ten feet down,” there was at lest twelve feet of reef going vertical under the shelf of the sandy bar. Then it dropped off which I could see we were actually standing on the bottom of the tank.
“Ooooo,” I nodded In my amazement at this man standing before me who seemed to be very awesome indeed. “Well its very beautiful “ I say and Look over at Alphonse who was still looking into the water in sheer stunned amazement I chuckled a bit. Luckily the window was so large that I just looked as if I was watching the fish swim by.
“Yes I like to come down here after I feed the fish and read or listen to music,” Roy tells me, “This place is very claming and relaxing. Also I must ask you to keep the door shut at all times don’t want the tropical like air to seep out the temperature in here has to stay a cretin degrees for the plants and the fish.”
“Alright got yeah,” I say giving him a thumbs up looking back over at him and smiled again. “So when is the next feeding time I want to feed Stormy,” I chuckle that would be so fun feeding a sea turtle, “Oh yeah and how old is she now?”
“Well we can feed her tonight,” Mustang answered me and pulled me into his side again. “Well I got her when she was twenty five she is thirty now, I had her for five years,” Roy said thinking out loud.
“Wow,” I say again “So how long can they live?” I wondered curiously and looked back at the large sea turtle that had passed us again on her many laps through the water.
“Well its really unknown out in the wild but some sea turtle hunters have said they caught turtles that lived two hundred years ago. Cause of the type of bullets that were sunk in the shell or an arrow head. “ Roy said explaining this to me I snuggled more into his side I liked it when he touched me.
“Wow!” I was saying that a lot I thought, “So she may out live you then what will you do since you don’t really have an heirs?” I say this with out thinking much on it, I still watch Stormy swim around.

Roy chuckled “Well silly you’re my heir and I’d hope you’d be able to take over that job for me then hopefully you’ll have a good friend who will be trust worthy enough to take care of her and so on and so forth.”
“Oh right!” I say and snap my fingers which made a loud clanking metallic sound, “I am adopted I forgot.” I chuckled and Roy shook his head he then rubbed his hand on my head messing up my hair.
“Yeah I am sure you would forget something like that you little feather brain,” Roy said in a teasing way. “Then again I suppose we don’t do what adoptive parent and child do?” He said and was still holding me against his side and he kept on messing up my hair.
“Ahhh, Stop that,” I cry trying to push his hand away from my head I manage to back out of his arm that was holding me hostage. I stood up straight and started to try and fix my hair and flatten it back down.
“Ooh is sissy boy so worried about his hair,” Roy said to me in a baby sounding tone of voice.
“Nah shut it,” I smirk as I kept petting my hair, it seemed he had this very playful gleam in his eye I could tell he was getting a little frisky and mischievous that glint gave it away and the smirk. He started to walk toward me slowly and he put his hand out like he wanted my hair again. “NOOOOOOO!” I scream then laugh and run toward the steps of the aquarium room.
“Ah come back here sissy boy!” I hear Roy call and chase after me I heard the rubber soles of his shoes hitting the ground. I was running super fast and made it up the steps my metal foot of course could be heard banging on ever step as I went. I got up on the path way, I bolted down the path toward the door I could hear Roy chasing me from behind.
“Get away,” I call and fling the door open and jet down that hallway and get to the steps and run down those. Roy still on my heals we were both laughing madly by now. I had my arms flung over my head as I ran down the flight of steps missing some as I went. Then I head down the steps going for the bottom floor Roy still on my tail.
“I am not going to stop chasing you tell I get what I want,” Roy said in a playful tone of voice like virtually it felt like he was right behind me but I wasn’t going to stop and look. Though I think he was up at the top of the steps. I went toward the kitchen area came to the back door and slid that open and ran out into the back yard clearing the three steps that lead up to the backdoor.
There was a nice garden out here as well that was beyond the pool, there was a row of butterfly bushes on either side of a path way that lead into the garden the path was made of grey flat stones that wove around the garden making a figure eight. In the center of the figure eight where colorful flowers, there was purple and pink pansies in the front in the back was pink and orange snap dragons. There were two tall trees on either corner of the garden one of them had a white large swing hanging from its thick branch. There was a gazebo in the center of the garden there was also a pond with lily pads and green frogs to the left it had large gold fish swimming in it. The garden was surround by a stone wall. I was trapped I ran around the flowers and ran toward the tree. I don’t know what made me do it I ran to the tree in the right hand corner I clapped my hands bend down and touched the ground in front of the beach tree that was a good fifteen feet high and the dirt below me started to rise. It rose a good eight feet in the air before I realized what happened.
“What the hell!?” I shouted and lost the concentration and fell toward the ground and Landed in Roy’s very strong arms.
“That was very amazing you just preformed alchemy with out a transmutation circle,” Roy said still holding me in bridle style position.
“I…I did?” I wondered, my heart was thumping against my chest from the game of tag “yeah I did,” I laughed “WOW!” I screamed this for the billionth time today only at lest this time I was impressed with something I had done instead of Roy.
“That is very impressive Big brother,” Alphonse said to me, “You sure are something,” he chuckled he was standing in front of me I could see him from how I was held in Mustang’s arms and I give him a big cheesy smile. I never did hear Alphonse’s feet banging on the ground when I was running I thought about that just for a moment I’d worry about it later though.
“Wow you really are a child prodigy” Roy said and kissed my lips then backed up from the tree and set me down on my feet.
“Oh now you believe me,” I say rolling my eyes and put my hands on my hips.
“Well I never did doubt that Edward, your brain waves were very clear on the fact you are a super geniuses its just it seems some of the wires aren’t all connected in the right order well that is what our readings told us anyways.” Roy said thinking about it and ran his hand under his chin. “Anyways see if you can transmute something else anything else that comes to your mind.”
“Um ok,” I say and clap my hands and run my left hand over my metal arm and on top of my metal arm I created a long scoop blade that extended over my metal fist. Roy’s eyes widened as he saw the long blade he gulped a bit it seemed I had struck fear into his heart or something.
“Whoa,” he said coming over me and pulled up my sleeve to better look it over. “This was what came to your mind to transmute your arm into a blade?” He wondered and lifted my arm up and looked at the point it was very sharp too.
“Yup that is pretty much what I had come up with,” I say with a shrugging I thought it looked awesome and it was so cool I could do that.
“Can you make your arm go back to the way it was?” Roy wondered in a hopeful like tone.
“I think so,” I say and think about my arm being back to normal and the blade vanishes in a purple light and my arm is back to normal.
“Well that is some talent you have,” Roy said to me impressed and patted me on the head this time softly. Then removed his hand and put it down at his side.
“Yeah I agree I think I am the only one in the world besides my teacher who can do that without a transmutation circle.” I say putting my hands on my hips and gave another big cheesy smile this was cool, I thought about something else I could transmute and clapped my hands and I made a statue of Alphonse. Not The armored version but of Alphonse my brother in the state I had remembered him in. He looked just like him his flesh his hair his eyes I made him out of the dirt and grass and minerals all around. He had blonde hair and brown eyes and was dressed in a blue unbuttoned short sleeved shirt with a black shirt underneath it and had on light brown shorts. I feel over joyed at first, “Alphonse,” I feel wetness rimming my eyes he wasn’t blinking though I didn’t know I had to put part of my own energy to make him move.
“Brother I am right here,” Alphonse said walking over to me still in the suit of armor.
I looked up at him then looked back Alphonse in the child like form I smiled, “Alphonse this is what you looked like when you were still a life.” I said to him even though Mustang was standing there I didn’t care.
“Ohhh,” Alphonse nodded and stood beside me too look at himself, “Well that is nice,” he said sounding sad.
“I wish I could put your soul into this body but I don’t think it would last very long.” I put my hand up on Alphonse’s cheek or my transmuted Alphonse and rub my metal thumb over his cheek. I didn’t know it but the tears were spilling down my cheeks as I spoke one of them tickled the end of my chin and I rubbed it away with my flesh arm. “You are so handsome,” I added and clinched my fists at my side and started to shake. “Why did I have to be such a stupid IDOT!” I cried and fell to my knees I had gone off into another world now forgot all about Mustang at the present moment. I punched the ground and as I did so large jagged like rocks burst from the ground two feet in front of me then went back down into the ground the rocks messed up my transmuted Alphonse.

“Brother please clam down Mustang is here remember” Alphonse said trying to reason with me. To clam down before I made things worse for myself not that I thought I had done anything particularly wrong this time.

“How can you tell me to do such a thing!?” I cry up at Alphonse, “I am a terrible, terrible person I never should have thought this stuff up.” I then look down at the green grass and put my metal hand over my face and let my bangs fall around me like a curtain. As I feel the tears rushing down my cheeks my tears always pissed me off what good do tears do anyways besides make me have a bloody headache.
I feel a hand on my shoulder and this is what brings me back into the waking reality in which I was. That was in Roy Mustangs Garden not alone not in Resembool not in the hospital. I wasn’t in a place where nothing was there but me and my own misery. “Edward come on stand up lets go back inside its alright your not an idiot.” Roy said to me softly and squeezed my flesh shoulder gently.
I looked up into those dark eyes tears still annoyingly striking down my face he then walked around and put his hands under my arm pits and made me stand up. “Alright lets go back inside then, your wrong I am the biggest Idiot of all times.” I say as he pulled me in for another hug which I liked I rubbed my cheek against his chest.
“Edward your not aloud to say that about yourself out loud to me again or you’ll go to your room understand me?” Roy wondered kissing my head then backing up from the hug so he could look at me.
“Yes alright Roy you got it,” I say and dash my arm a cross my face then put it to my side and fallow Roy back inside and Alphonse fallowed me. I did not look back at what I did but I had caused a lot of distraction to Roy’s garden I felt bad about that as well and I sighed. I didn’t want to look back why did I want to torment my mind so like that I thought.
Ever on and on I slip in and out of worlds and I don’t even know it one of these days it may prove to be deadly. Not even I could tell which day this would be.