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Weak as I am	By : SaiyanPride Category: Dragon Ball Z > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 2074 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter List
- 1-Nightmares
- 2-Reminisce
- 3-The end?
- 4-No Trust
- 5-Radditz
- 6-Changes
- 7-Darkness
- 8-Revelations
- 9-Truth
- 10-Blood
- 11-Danger
- 12-Rescue
- 13-Fate
- 14-Tails
- 15-Conflict
- 16-To Hell and back
- 17-Illness
- 18-Moon
- 19-Epilogue
- 8
- 9
- 10
Chapter 9 �
Truth

Goku can�t help
feeling restless after Vegeta�s rejection. His nights have become lonely and
sleepless. He gets out of bed for the millionth time and takes off to Capsule
Corp, looking for Vegeta.

Vegeta feels Goku�s
ki nearby and sighs. He knew this would happen. He jumps off the balcony and
crosses his arms as soon as he lands on the lawn.

�What is it now,
Kakarot?�

�I don�t sleep
anymore, Vegeta. I need to know. Why do you reject me?�

�I�m just being
realistic, Kakarot. I have tons of reasons to turn you down.�

�If you�re using
your past as an excuse, you are weak, Vegeta. I know what you�ve been through.�

�It�s not just my
past, Kakarot� Goddamn it, do you have to keep nagging about this forever?
Accept it! We can never be!�

�You�re just being
overdramatic, Vegeta.�

�Like hell I am,
Kakarot. Do you want to know the truth? I�ll tell you the truth! You�re a dominant
Saiyan, just like I am! Yes, Radditz was submissive, that�s why we established
some kind of bond. You and I will never achieve such a thing. Instead, you will
fight me and kill me, since you are stronger than I am.�

�I�d never kill you
over some stupid dominance issue, Vegeta. You�re delirious.� Goku is shocked by
hearing Vegeta�s reasons. He can�t believe Saiyan bonding is tied by rules.

�Feh! What do you
know about Saiyans, Kakarot? Tell me, I�m listening.�

�I��

�You grew up on
Chikyuu. All you know about Saiyans you�ve learned from me. Stop
questioning my knowledge about my race, you�re insulting me! I know what you
are! A submissive Saiyan would never have kissed me like you did!�

�Damn it Vegeta, I
don�t care what I am! I can�t shake off these feelings, it�s driving me
insane!�

Vegeta looks at the
sky and then back at Goku.

�Fine. In a few
days, I�ll show you how serious this is, Kakarot. If you won�t take my word for
it, then I�ll have to let you become what you truly are. Trust me, it won�t be
pretty.�

�Why in a few days?
Vegeta?�

Vegeta�s already
gone, leaving a very confused Goku.

Several days later�
Goku�s restlessness has become almost unbearable. He doesn�t know what to do
with himself. He flies away from his house, racing up to the few clouds that
float in the dark sky. He comes abruptly to a halt when Vegeta appears out of
nowhere. Silver moonlight lines out his muscled form.

�Are you ready,
Kakarot? I can see you�re already on your way to become� You feel totally
jumpy, don�t know where to put yourself��

�Vegeta, I don�t
understand. Become what? I never felt this way before, it�s� scaring me!�

�I can imagine,�
Vegeta chuckles. �It feels like you have to peel off your skin to find any
comfort. Have you been scratching yourself a lot lately?�

�All the time.�
Goku looks at Vegeta, getting really scared now. �Is this� some kind of transformation?
Like going Super Saiyan?�

�It�s quite
different, Kakarot. But enough talk,� Vegeta hisses and grabs Goku�s head,
tilting it back.

�Look at the full
moon, Kakarot, and see your true self.�

Goku tries to break
free, but Vegeta holds his head in an iron grip.

�Don�t you dare
close your eyes,� Vegeta snaps. �You refused to believe me. Now pay the price!�

The moon seems to
increase in size as Goku looks at it. It�s hypnotizing him� He feels his lower
back itch right where his tail used to be. Then the world becomes a red haze.

Vegeta feels Goku
struggle in his arms. �It won�t take him long to break free,� he thinks.
�Goddamn it, I hope I can handle this. If not, he can wish me back with the
Dragon Balls one more time.�

Goku roars like an
animal and breaks free. He turns around, his eyes glowing red. He looks at
Vegeta hungrily.

�Now do you
understand?� Vegeta whispers. �Dominant Saiyans become animals when the full
moon rises. You�d rip me to shreds and wake up the next morning without knowing
what you had done.�

Goku grins and
approaches Vegeta. �Mine��

�Dream on, Kakarot.
I came prepared.� Vegeta throws a capsule at him. It explodes and surrounds
Goku with ki-absorbing bars.

�Now I could say
I�m sorry to have to do this, but then I would be bending the truth.� Vegeta
pushes a button on the cage�s remote, and the bars extend to Goku�s body,
draining his ki. Vegeta fires a blast at Goku�s head, knocking him out.

�Goodnight,
Kakarot. See you at breakfast.�

Goku wakes up,
covered in dew. The sun has just come up.

�That was a
terrible dream�� Then he sees the bars surrounding him.

�You wish it was a
dream, Kakarot.� Vegeta looks at him coldly. �I told you it wouldn�t be
pretty.�

�That monster last
night was me?�

�Now you know what
your instincts are telling you to do with an attractive Saiyan.�

�But then� Kami,
Vegeta, how the hell did Radditz survive the full moon?�

�Planet Frieza has
no moon, Kakarot. Your brother would have died for sure if I had become�
trans-Oozaru.�

�That�s what it�s
called?�

�Yes. Radditz�
power level would have been too low to survive. That�s why Saiyans always
choose a mate with a power level close to their own.�

�But Vegeta, we�re
almost even��

�Kakarot!� Vegeta snaps. �After
all that you have seen from my past, do you think I�d enjoy to be raped
by the likes of you?�

�No,� Goku says
barely audible. �I can�t imagine anyone would enjoy such a� mating ritual.�

�Full moons were
rare on Vegeta-sei, Kakarot. And Saiyans have always loved sex as well as
violence. Mixing the two can be rather appealing� Or so I�ve heard.�

�I don�t think I�ll
ever understand Saiyans, Vegeta,� Goku whispers, almost in tears. �I had no
idea�

But wait! How come
I never killed Chi-Chi? And you� Bulma?�

Vegeta smirks.
�They�re not Saiyan, Kakarot. Sex with them isn�t half as intense as sex with a
Saiyan. You know that! Even your homophobic Chikyuu-sated mind became aroused
by the memory of Radditz and me f� having sex.�

�That�s true� And
there�s no way around the full moon?�

�It�s not just the
moon, Kakarot. We�re both dominant. It would never fit. Only if one of us was
submissive, or both. As long as we�re not, we still end up killing each other
over dominance.�

�That�s not fair��

�I never said it
was.� Vegeta capsulizes the cage and puts his hand on Goku�s shoulder.

�If it helps you, I
am attracted to you, Kakarot. But I have a thing for dysfunctional
relationships. Why else would I have married Bulma?�

Goku smiles, but
the spark of it never reaches his eyes. He clenches his jaw as he feels
Vegeta�s hand slide off his shoulder. Then he takes off. They say heroes never
cry, but Goku did that morning. Even the bright sunrise didn�t look as
promising as it used to�
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