Helpless Desires

Helpless Desires
by Entervixen

He always made her feel like this. As if she were burning up inside, like her core was molten lava, but it felt good. She constantly thought of him, his voice, imagined what his hands would feel like roaming her body...
Stop it, Une, she commanded herself. He isn't interested in you that way. But she still wanted him. It was an aching need that lay just ben her her breast, a throbbing want that commanded him to take her.
You are hopless, you know that? You are no better than Noin. Noin. Everyone knew who she lusted after; she followed Zechs around like a little lost puppy, eyes huge and ready to tear up if he kicked her. And he should kick her. She deserves it.
Une reached her quarters and sighkeyikeying the lock, and began to undress. Her hands brushed her hardened nipples as she removed her tunic, and she gasped. She shook herself and finsihed stripping down to her underwear and panties, carefully avoiding her sensitive breasts. She waited to put her nightgown on; she had been up in space, and stuck in that god awful astrosuit. The cooler air felt good on her hot skin. Carefully, she unhooked her bra and was sliding it down her shoulders when a knock sounded at the door. Une sighed and let the bra fall to the floor. She grabbed a long shirt from her dresser and slipped it over her head before she opened the door.
"Noin?"
Noin looked down, embarassed. "May I come in, sir?"
Une was suprised, but stepped back. "Come in."
Noin nodded as she came in. "Thank you, sir."
Une sighed. She was really getting tired of hearing that. "You can drop the formalites, Noin."
"Uh, thank you."
"So what do you want, Noin? I doubt this is a social call." Une's tone was dry.
"You'd be suprised." Noin tone was equally dry. "I just wanted...to talk to you about something."
Une sat down, and motioned for Noin to do the same. "About what?"
Noin sat down in the other chair in the room, figeting. "How do you deal with it?"she finally asked.
Une had a sinking feelshe she knew what Noin was getting at, but played dumb. "Deal with what, Noin?"
Noin shook her head. "You're in love with him, everybody knows that. How do you go on every day, knowing you love him, but unable to touch, or tell him?"
Une fought off a blush. I haven't been that transparent, have I? "I...don't know how to answer. I don't know what you want to hear." Une was honest, because she didn't know what else to say.
Noin shook her head. "I don't know what I want to hear anymore, Une. I thought I knew, I thought I wanted to wait for him...but I don't know anymore." The blue-haired woman sighed, rubbing the bridge of her nose. She looked up at Une, and stood, walking towards her. "Tell, me,y Uny Une, how do you feel about women?"
Une stood up as well, confused. "What do you mean?"
Noin pressed up against Une, smiling now. Her lips hovering over Une's she wispered, "Well, if you like women is the same way I do, maybe we can help each other to forget." And with that, she pressed her lips to Une's, ever so gently.
Une was shocked, partly because did didn't expect Noin to kiss her, and partly because...she was enjoying the kiss. Une returned the kiss, hesitantly. She had never kissed a woman before, much less a junior officer. Noin seemed to know what she was doing, however, and reached up to cup the sides of Une's face, cradling it between calloused palms.
The two women finally parted, panting. Une's nipples had hardened again, and were pressing against the thin fabric of her shirt. Noin rubbed her chest against Une's, sighing. "I thought I only liked women until I met him. I didn't know what to make of it all, so I followed him, trying to figure out why I felt the way I did about him." Noin sighed and reached up to unbutton her tunic. "I want him so very badly, but I know I have to let go. And I thought, maybe you would like to as well." Noin blushed slightly then, hands wavering. "I'm sorry, I must be coming on too strongly..."
Une's hands covered Noin's, and she kissed her on the cheek. "You are not coming on too strongly, my dear." Une's mouth moved slightly, kissing her on the corner of her mouth. "And I happen to think you are right; I do need to forget..." Une's lips brushed Noin's, her tongue teasing her into opening up. Noin complied, twining her tongue with Une's.
Slowly, Noin pushed Une backwards until she fell back, her hair fanning out around her. Noin crawled on top of her, keeping just enough space between them to make Une squirm with aniticipation. Noin leaned down for another kiss, one arm propping her up on the bed while the other sought to undo the fastenings of Une's tunic.
Une raised one hand to help Noin, but Noin forced her hands back, smiling. "Let me, Une."
Une nodded, breathless, and watched as Noin slipped the tunic from her shoulders. Noin then untucked her gray shirt, running the pads of her fingers lightly over Une's stomach and waist. Une bucked into that touch, moaning ever so lightly. Noin smirked and raised the shirt enough to expose Une's abdomen, leaning down to bite gently. Une gasped, not sure if she liked this new sensation or not, but decided she didn't care as Noin's fingers worked upwards.
Noin ran her palms over Une's breasts, over her bra, and smiled as that brought another gasp from Une. She bit Une again, rolling the flesh of her stomach between her teeth carefully before letting go. As she bit down again, she slid her hands under Une's bra and lightly pinched her nipples, rolling the soft buds between her fingertips.
Une was in ecstasy. She had gone futher with others before, but it never felt quite like this. This was...heaven, for lack of a better word. Noin ran her fingertips down the sides of Une's body again, and Une writhed under her touch, as light as it was.
Noin began to kiss her way down Une's body, touching her legs through the cloth of her slacks. When Une was practically begging for more, she removed her boots and pants. Lightly, Noin traced Une's lips through the thin material of her panties, causing Une to moan out loud. Taking that as a go ahead, Noin slid the garment down her thighs and tossed them with her pants and boots.
Lifting Une's legs over her shoulders, Noin gently spread her lips and dipped her tongue in, tearing another cry from her. Noin started slowly, savoring both the taste and Une's cries.
Gently, Noin inserted two fingers into Une's passage, gently thrusting. Une writhed on the bed, unable to hold still. Noin smiled again and sped up. Une gasped at the change of pace and clenched her thighs.
Sensing that Une was on the brink of orgasm, Noin pulled back, lightly blowing on Une's clit to cool it. Une gasped and sat up, face flushed.
"Why did you stop?"
Noin pushed Une back down on the bed, smiling wickedly. "Delaying your release, that's why. Trust me, you'll like it." Without another word, Noin knelt between Une's thighs again and slipped her tongue inside, flicking it over the sensitive bud of her clit.
Noin sped up the pace again, licking and sucking on Une. Une cried out, begging for more. Noin complied, slipping two fingers inside her again.
Her thighs and stomach tingled, and Une came, crying out loud as the sensations poured over her. She sat up, muscles clenching, and gasped for air.
Once she could breath again, she flopped back down on the bed. Noin crawled up to lay down next to her, spooning Une.
Une opened her eyes and smiled at Noin. "Noin, that was...wonderful."
Noin kissed Une and chuckled. "I'm glad you liked it."