Codemned To Agony

Title: Condemned To Agony


Author: Demented Marik


Poster: Aishi-Cc


Warnings: angst, romance, yaoi


Pairing: Toma x Bardock


Rated: R


Email: yami_marik39@hotmail.com



DragonBallZ is not mine.


I haven\'t seen that many of these type of fanfics around I always enjoy writing stories that have the Saiyan-jins involved. 0.o Beware of random violence, swearing and strong yaoi and het scenes placed throughout the fiction.


Bloodlands belongs to Cannibal Corpse.


R&R please!!!








I am lost and sickened
Disoriented by this bleak environment
How I came to be here escapes my memory
This is a desert, deep scarlet grains
Stretch the horizon and the sickly brown sky
Gale force winds pepper my face
The sand tastes foul, the sand tastes of blood

He smiled lightly as he watched her out of the corner of his eye. The smell in the room was heavy with the scent of arousal and the tempting smell of her heat cycle. It was not surprise that she would want another child it had been almost ten years since their first son Radditz had been conceived. His head lowered slowly as he listened to her purring she was a very tempting creature then again most female Saiya-jin where that way. He was one of the lucky few that had managed to claim a female mate since there really wasn\'t many left. Most female cubs were born when they were tod toddlers and the rest died during battle when they were still young.

It worried him greatly each time her squad got called out for a purging mission, the bond they shared wasn\'t very strong. Getting bonded to one another was an easy way to end up getting killed. The thought of her being pregnant again with his cubs made him feel giddy on the inside. He licked his lips gently and turned his head to the side refusing to juts submit and give her what she wanted so desperately. Most of the females she associated with were either with cub or just had one. It took some time but it finally rubbed off on her and those motherly instincts were kicking in again. His tail lashed back and forth behind him showing his immense excitement at the situation. Saiina sat herself down on the edge of her mates bed her dark eyes raising to look upon him once more.

Their eyes locked and he felt his mouth twitch upwards once more allowing a genuine smile to cross his tanned face. \"Do you honestly think now would be a good time to have a cub Saiina? Considering that Frieza is bound and determined to work us all to death?\" He questioned softly and moved forward sitting himself down beside her. The bed shifted beneath his more impressive weight he was overly large like some of the Saiya-jin males. Bulk didn\'t prove a damn thing during battle only bloodshed and pure determination could bring about a winner. She sighed quietly and moved to glance over at him her shoulder length brown hair falling back away from her dark intense eyes. \"Bardock you know most Saiya-jin women don\'t live very long. I want to make sure I have more then one cub with you...please?\"

Never had she begged him for anything. Bardock let his eyes close for a moment trying to make a decision. By being pregnant it in creased her chances of being killed during battle. However she did tell the truth about the entire life expectancy. \"Alright Saiina we shall have another cub. Just so you\'ll be content with me.\" He smiled bitterly and watched as her tail moved to uncurl from her slender waist showing that she had indeed calmed down at least somewhat. \"Thank you Bardock.\" She murmured quietly and moved to nuzzle against his neck smiling as her tongue darted out to trace the mark on his neck.


Savagely cruel, barren expanse, the atmosphere, a caustic fog
Every breath reminds me of pain
Dust of dried blood filling my lungs
On the horizon I see a chasm, a distant pulse begins to beat

With a soft grunt he rolled over in the bed enjoying the way the sheets moved against his exposed skin. Exposed?! Bardock opened one dark eye and looked around a look of shock settling on his darkened features. Memories of the night before fluttered into his mind and he felt a smirk creeping its way across his face. That would probably explain while he was naked in bed, looking over his shoulder he saw his mate cuddled against his back her face buried against his shoulder blades. She looked so innocent when she slept he found it amusing but he never told her. Rolling to face her he watched her sleeping face for a few moments his large hand coming up to gently cup her cheek. Moments like these were far to rare for his taste.

They were constantly separated by missions since it was forbidden to put mates on the same squad. The last thing the King or Master Frieza would want is some low class going insane on a purge. It would end up causing a lot of damaged to the planet therefore it would be a lot harder to sell. Nuzzling the pillow slightly he let his eyes drift shut wanting to get a few more hours of sleep before one of his squad mates came into to go spar. One arm moved forward and he gently cradled his smaller mate to his broad chest, hearing her soft purr he bent his head inhaling her scent. She was still in her heat cycle but it was nearly as bad as the night before, he figured by mating with her he had taken the edge off. Saiina murred softly against his chest her head lifting slowly as her eyes opened.

\"Bardock?\" Speaking his name slowly she watched his face for a moment waiting for those dark depths to open. He grunted softly and his right eye cracked open followed seconds later by his left. \"Saiina?\" His voice sent small shudders down the females spine and she cuddled closer enjoying the warmth his body gave off. \"Are you with child?\" The question startled her but she nodded her head once a small hand moving down to gently touch her stomach feeling the sparkles of life within her. It was strange of she didn\'t know better she could have sworn she felt two signatures within her body. Twins were rather uncommon among their race and considered to be a good omen. She wouldn\'t say anything to her until she was certain. \"I hope I don\'t get any assignments for awhile.\"

Bardock stretched more rising upwards slowly he let the white sheets pool into his lap as he yawned. His arms reached upwards as he let his body shake a bit forcing the rest of the sleep out of his system. Now that they were both awake there was no real reason to lay about in bed all day, getting nothing productive done. He managed to crawl from the warm sheets his tail curling around his waist trying to provide its master with warmth as the chilly air from the chamber caressed his naked flesh. \"It\'s so damn cold in this room!\" Growling softly he moved to grab a towel before heading off towards the bathroom that was connected to his bedroom.

Suddenly a flash, specter of the past
Visions of mass murder, torrents of blood

Twisting the knob on the bathing stall he winced as gallons of hot water washed down upon his already tender flesh. He tilted his head back exposing his neck and chest to the spray and he winced as he felt the water splashing against the various battle wounds that lined his body. Some of them where from battles fought in space others where from battles in the bedroom. Saiya-jin mating could get quite rough at times and he had often received vicious wounds from his innocent mate. His wild spiky hair fell forward laying somewhat flat against his head as he moved to reach for some sort of lather. A lot of his male friends thought him a bit feminine for wanting to remain clean he however thought it was better then smelling like rotted flesh.

Memories of the last battle flashed into his mind and he sighed wearily. It shouldn\'t eat at him so much he was just following orders. Each assignment was the same go to some distant planet and murder all the inhabitants of that particular planet. Sure in the beginning he was just glad to get away from the home world. Seeing strange planets and even stranger people had been rather exciting but now he hated going away. That meant he had to murder...to slaughter countless thousands for the name of their master...His lips curled back at the mere thought of that tyrant that lizard needed to be put in his place. Scrubbing his scalp harshly he closed his eyes as he tried to block out the guilt. Returning to the home planet was great ei. Th. The place looked rather disgusting from outer space and even worse once one managed to land.

His father used to tell him stories about how the planet use to be beautiful back when they shared the place with another race the Tuffles. That race was destroyed and the planet had change dramatically, where once trees grew now was nothing more then bloody sand. The skies were a permanent red that looked like a crimson fall, almost like the planet itself was feeling rather guilty for what went on. Once every few years one could catch a glimpse of a distant moon never full however or most of the Saiya-jin race would turn into giant apes. Red used to be his favorite color until he noticed the simple things how everything around him was turning into crimson, if he tried hard enough it would smell of blood as well. Rinsing his head quickly, he turned the spray off and stepped outside of the bathing stall. He felt a bit refreshed as though the water had somehow washed the guilt from his body.

Returning to his bedchamber he noticed that Saiina had disappeared not leaving a single trace that she had been there at all. His heart clenched momentarily but he shook his head refusing to feel saddened by here disappearance. The last thing he wanted was to tie her down and make her stay by his side. Besides she probably wished to be alone or get bathed herself. \'I\'m such a weak minded fool.\' He thought to himself as he allowed his towel to drop. Bardock shook his head and moved to find a new suit that went underneath his armor. Finding one in his closet he quickly dressed his eyes remaining on the ruffled sheets. He wished they were just a bit closer that way he wouldn\'t feel so disgusted by what they had done.


The vision quickly ends, the wasteland still beckons
Plodding toward the chasm
I hear rushing liquid.

With a soft grunt he glanced around before he found his scouter laying on the floor beside his bed. Reaching down he quickly placed it behind his right ear so it swung around one eye. With one last look he moved to leave his bed chamber he needed to get some food into his stomach. Looking around the corridor he blinked slowly the place sure seemed to empty for a change. Usually there were people everywhere talking and having a good time. He didn\'t really wonder what was going on and took the silence as his own good fortune. After a few momeof sof silent walking he came to a large cafeteria, he felt relief wash over him as he saw a few familiar faces in the crowd. \"Panbukin I\'m surprised your awake my friend..\" He commented softly before sitting down on one of the hard white benches.

The large Saiya-jin smirked and ran his pudgy fingers through his moustache for a few seconds before he shrugged. \"Ah well I was bored just laying in bed besides I figured one of the squad mates must be up by now.\" Bardock nodded his head lightly and looked around. This place was boring but the food was the best around as far as he knew. Then again third class warriors would probably eat anything if it meant living another day. His thoughts drifted to his son Radditz had proved himself to be a grand warrior. The young Saiya-jin was even involved in the elite guard which made him proud. At least his son wouldn\'t be stuck doing labor like he was. Perhaps he would even be able to guard the young prince. Now that would be something to brag about.

He was the only member of his squad to even have a family. Panbukin was rather disgusting and he doubted the man would ever mate in his life. Not that he held that against the rather plump fighter. All that mattered was how good he was in battle at least for him. Seripa the only female in his squad was far to vicious for most males to even go near. She was battle worn and would probably die before submitting to any male. Her attitude was one of things that had drawn him to her in the first place and quickly she had become one of his closest female friends. Totepo was also rather large and disgusting always eating something so he doubted anything would happen there either. He thought of Toma for a moment and he smiled lightly he was surprised his second wasn\'t mated. whatwhat he had saw he was quite the lady killer.

\"What ya thinking about Bardock?\" Panbukin questioned softly and looked at his leader with a tiny bit of concern. They were all rather close since they had gone through a lot of assignments together. The bond they shared was something no one would tamper with. \"Nothing. Just daydreaming I guess.\" He shrugged and moved to walk up in line wanting to get some food this morning. Once he was out of the large males sight he went back to thinking about Toma. The more he thought about it the stranger it seemed why wasn\'t Toma mated? Shaking his head he tried to convince himself that it wasn\'t any of his business.

My mind cannot conceive, the massacre I behold
An infinite river of cadavers, buoyant in their own blood
Vertigo engulfs my brain as my body falls and drops

Receiving his food he headed back to the bench his thoughts clearing as he saw the other Saiya-jin male. Toma looked like he was having a heated conversation with a rather snide Seripa. His eyebrow raised as he sat his tray down onto the table before he glanced at Panbukin then at Totepo both looked just as confused as he was. \"What may I ask is going on here?\" He questioned softly watching both of his squad members stopping in mid conversation to glance at him. \"Bardock we didn\'t see you there.\" Seripa smiled slightly and ran a hand through her short black hair before glaring over at Toma. His second just growled and sat down his tail lashing back and forth behind him. \"Hm, perhaps I shouldn\'t ask...\" He sat down beside Toma and began to eat the mush on his plate. Whatever it was it didn\'t taste to good that was for sure.

Never had he seen such a heated argument between the two of them, if they hadn\'t acted so serious he would have probably laughed. Pushing the mush around on the plate he made a face at it before he shoved it over to his second. Toma smiled at him for a moment and picked at it with his commanders fork. \"I swear this stuff as no value what so ever. For once I wished I was an elite at least then I\'d get decent food once in awhile...\" They all laughed at his comment and the room became quiet suddenly Bardock jerked his head to the side as he saw Kui. That no good suck up made his blood boil but he kept his tongue in check. The purple alien looked around the cafeteria before he approached the table they were sitting at. \'Just fucking great.\' He thought to himself his own tail moving to join Toma\'s lashing back and forth.

\"Dodoria wishes to see you and your company. It seems you have a new assignment.\" Bardock growled softly and glanced at the soldier his scouter beeping before giving him a power reading. \'15,ooo still to strong for me...damn...\' He felt his eyes lower with shame before he nodded his head in the aliens direction. How he hated to be treated like a damn puppet didn\'t anyone care about what was going on? It was obvious to see that the Saiya-jins didn\'t even have rule themselves Frieza ruled them. Kui smirked at him and left without another word and Bardock growled again before he moved to lay his head down onto the table surface the cool material relaxed him for a moment. \"Damn this...\" He felt a comforting hand being place on his shoulder and he moved dark eyes to Toma who had a small smile on his face.

\"It\'s alright Bardock you knew it was coming sooner or later. Honestly, I think they\'re having us do all the purging while everyone else has a vacation.\" He ate a few bites of the mush and winced slightly smacking his lips. \"You guys ready to go we don\'t want to keep Dodoria waiting you know how pissy he gets...\" He commented softly and moved to stand the other four soon followed him and together they left the cafeteria. They had just returned from a assignment a few days before it wouldn\'t be right if they were being sent out again. Besides the way Dodoria and Kui talked it seemed that they were only low class weaklings so why should they do all the work?


A million corpses staring
Straining to survive, limbs flailing in the blood
Grapple with headless bodies
Hands of the dead are pulling me downward

Together they approached the command center, Bardock stepped forward his dark eyes narrowed slightly as he glanced around. The place always seemed to give him the creeps the buildings all resembled Frieza. He didn\'t know how it was possible but it seemed that tyrant even wanted the war houses to resemble his own hide. The white and pink blended together and it did have the effect on all of those that gazed upon it. One lip curled back and he glanced over his right shoulder at Toma and Seripa before they moved forward. How he wished they could just turn back and return to the main headquarters where they could enjoy a few days of relaxation. Approaching the main doorway he saw the doors being blocked by a few guards. As time seemed to drag on it seemed that Dodoria and the other higher upre bre becoming more paranoid.

What could they possibly be afraid of? No Saiya-jin warrior could beat them down or anything to that extent. The Saiya-jin empire was being reduced to common slaves and no one did a damn thing about it. \"What do you want monkey?\" One of the guards called out and pointed his ki dispenser in the groups general direction. Like that could possibly do any of them harm Bardock chuckled softly as he stopped. \"We\'re here on orders to see Master Dodoria.\" The guards turned to one another as if they didn\'t believe what was being said before they moved aside. He\'d have to admit the inside of the building looked a lot better then the outside. Each wall was decorated with some amount of gold showing the wealth of the rulers of the empire. Looking ahead he saw Dodoria and a few of his men eating their own meal and he felt his guts clench painfully.

\"Bardock you sure did come quickly. It\'s good to see warriors that care about their jobs.\" The plump pink warrior stated as he moved forward leaving the other four standing a few yards back. There was no reason to crowd the higher officials incase they decided to get upset. \"Yes sir. Kui informed us just a little while ago that you wanted to see us for a new assignment.\" He growled out the last part his arms moved to cross over his chest his tail quickly wrapping around his waist. A few chuckles were heard throughout the conference table and he winced dark eyes lowering. He allowed himself to be laughed at it was better the getting them all killed. \"Yes, Lord Frieza wishes for you to go to the palace. There are a few techniques he wants you to show the young Prince.\" \'Vegeta...\' Bardock felt his eyes grow a bit wide but he nodded quickly.

The King wouldn\'t be to happy with the thought of a third class soldier teaching his young son anything. There was nothing the old man could do however since Frieza was even higher up then he was. He glanced into Dodoria\'s eyes for a moment and nodded again showing that he\'d accept the mission. \"Yes sir...\" Behind him he could hear his squad mumbling about what had happened and he sighed quietly. \"You will start immediately.\" He winced and moved to walk his his shoulders held back head held high.


Drowning in this river
Intestines are alive, like tentacles they choke
Situation hopeless
I submit to the fury of the river.

The young Saiya-jin male stared up at the gardens with an emotionless face. He had just been informed of his new tutor, a low level servant of that bastard Frieza. The boys gloved hands clenched at the thought of having to deal with such low level scum. His long red tail slashed the air in large swoops, nothing would take his mind off the situation. Even the beauty that was the garden did nothing to ease the rage that boiled within his veins. The lizard was taking way to many liberties with his people, making them do things that shouldn\'t be done. Growling lightly the young prince moved to look around the vast bedroom that he spent most of his days. Obsidian eyes fell upon his bed where his mother laid fast asleep, her swollen stomach made the anger disappear quiuickuickly. It wasn\'t common for a Saiya-jin female to have twins but it seemed that she would, this would bless the royal family.

Rising from the window rest he walked across the bedroom his feet making no sound on the thickly carpeted floor. He was abnormally close to his mother and he enjoyed spending each waking moment by her side. Vegeta knew that his father didn\'t like the idea of his heir bonding to a female but he was powerless to stop now that Yuito was pregnant was two more cubs. He came to a stop before the bed and slowly crawled up onto it being careful not to wake his resting mother. Lately, she hadn\'t been getting much rest and it did her good to sleep. He sat his small form near hers and smiled again when he heard her soft purr it always soothed his emotions made him think clearly logically. The small boy reached out and lightly brushed the dark hairs away from his mothers pale face she made a soft sound but remained asleep.

The prince considered his father to be weak, allowing the tyrant Frieza to just take things over. Everyone thought him to be to young and pure to know what really went on within the palace walls. They were dumb to believe such a thing, he sat in on the meetings listened to the adults argue over the positions. His father had made a grave mistake in allowing that small fiend even one ounce of power over them. Now look they had no power what so ever, his father was King in name only. Everyone knew that even he did but he was bound to make that change. He\'d rather see the race destroyed them to work as mindless slaves for some lizard. His eyes closed as he took a deep breath trying to get himself to relax again. There was no point in getting worked over something that was not going to change any time soon.

Yuito stretched one arm out to lightly touch her sons arm and he looked down at her with loving eyes. With a soft sound he moved to lay down beside her tucking his small form against hers enjoying the protection he received there. It was the only place he felt safe since he knew his mother would rather die them to actually see him hurt. That seemed to comfort the young Prince as he nuzzled against her side listening to the small kicks of the cubs that rested within her stomach. They would be born in a couple weeks and he had feeling that with these two things would finally change for the better.


Paralyzed with terror
Thousands of their thoughts are entering my mind
Conscious on their level
Every tortured death is experienced at once

Just as he was about to drift off into slumber a soft knock sounded at the door, he growled softly and thought of not answering it. Growling softly, he sat up on the bed moving away from the safety of his mothers body. \"Come in.\" He barked out and watched as his mothers emerald eyes opened. That was one of the reasons his father had mated with her those stunningly rare eyes he jerked his head away to see a few soldiers walk in then Dodoria and what looked to be that third level warrior. His lip curled upward for a moment as he thought of telling them off. Holding in the remarks he let his eyes rest on the Saiya-jin for a moment or two taking in the mans appearance. Wild spiky hair and dark brown eyes that reminded him much of chocolate. The thought disturbed the Prince and he turned his gaze away.

How could this man teach him any new moves? By the looks of it he wasn\'t that strong but he realized that looks weren\'t everything. Turning his head to the side he watched as Dodoria looked at his mother. Yuito looked back at him her eyes narrowed slightly as one hand moved to wrap around her stomach. \"Your new tutor is here my young Ouji..\" Dodoria stated simply and watched as the young prince moved to crawl out of the large bed. \"I noticed that.\" He growled at the pink warrior and moved stand before Bardock watching with a smirk as the large warrior fell to one knee giving him a salute. Allowing the moment to drag on for a few moments he motioned with his hand for the man to rise. \"We are only looking out for your best interests young Ouji. This man here has created a few technique\'s we consider to be important for you to learn.\" The commander finished his speech effortlessly and moved to leave allowing the three Saiya-jins a moment to themselves.

Bardock kept his head lowered refusing to make eye contact with the prince of the queenokinoking directly into their eyes was considered to be a threat. \"Hmph. I don\'t see why that freak wishes to teach me so much.\" Vegeta growled softly crossing his arms over his small chest before he turned away from the soldier. He had hoped that perhaps it was all just a rumor this was beyond embarrassing. \"So what can you teach me third class?\" Turning his head back towards the male he forced a smile to his face the last thing he wanted was to scare the man off. \"Just a few new energy attacks my Ouji, it shall only take a few weeks of your time.\" He heard the mans voice for the first time and the prince shuddered slightly.

The man didn\'t seem that strong but just the way he talked it made his body tingle slightly. He hated to get paranoid this early in life. Besides the man wouldn\'t try to harm him if he did his life would end rather painfully. \"I think we should get these lessons started...what is your name?\" Vegeta lifted his head to stare into the man\'s eyes watching him flinch and look away he chuckled. \"My name is Bardock.\" The warrior quickly replied and moved to walk towards the doorway his eyes fell to the Queen for the first time. She was as beautiful as the rumors said and he blushed lightly as she smiled at him.


Drowning in their anguish
Ordeal of their deaths now saturates my brain
Vengeful corpses shrieking
Genocide, genocide, genocide, genocide

The place was more beautiful then he had expected, Bardock looked towards the floor for a moment noticing how the royal colors. Red and gold seemed to swirl together making the inside of the building look like a raging inferno. His scouter beeped a few times before he heard Toma\'s voice over the small com unit. \"How are things holding up?\" He smiled lightly and turned his back to the Prince\'s chamber door. \"Things are fine Toma, the inside of the palace is beautiful. Like something out a dream..\" He trailed off as he heard the doors buzz open and the Ouji walked out his obsidian eyes burning with a fire Bardock hadn\'t seen in years. \'Perhaps the young Ouji is are best hope for freedom...\' He thought to himself as they began to walk down the long corridors of the palace. The prince frowned lightly and turned towards him for a moment.

\"What is your place with Frieza? Are you with him or are you against him?\" The question startled Bardock and he stammered slightly. \"I\'m against him sire, the things he does to the people must stop soon.\" He growled out softly and startled the younger Saiya-jin. \"I agree with you Bardock but it seems impossible Frieza\'s power is enormous. Most of our people combined wouldn\'t even faze that disgusting creature. That much power shouldn\'t be possible.\" The prince growled softly before he smirked just a bit. \"Someday I plan on becoming a Super Saiya-jin when they day comes Frieza shall fall.\" Bardock nodded his head in agreement, a tingle ran down his spine. This boy wasn\'t lying when he said such things even though Super Saiya-jin hadn\'t been seen in almost a thousand years. The odds of this happening was almost non existent but it never failed to hope.




Well that\'s the end of Chapter One. I hope everyone enjoyed it and yes there was never shown scenes of Vegeta and Bardock interacting but this is fiction. Let me play ppl! -_- R&R please?!