A New Kind of Game.

I have included several slang terms that we used to use as kids. For example, it wasn\'t kissing, but a snog. (How I abhor that word now). Having it off was having sex. I know that I may use British- only terms, but to be fair, I didn\'t grow up anywhere else, so I\'m not going to know any other slang ^^;
I\'m also sorry if some bits are a bit... yuck. Kids are yucky anyway ^^;

It\'s short, and it\'s written rather strangely, but hey- I\'m new to this shota stuff. Because they don\'t really know what\'s going on, I wrote it in that kind of mindset, so it\'s not necessarily heavy on the details. Alas, that\'s what imaginations are for. I\'m just providing the picture >D

This one\'s a bit... old, but whatever. I thought I could give another small offering.

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Rei was five when his father died. It hadn\'t been sudden, though Rei- na�ve as he was- had never noticed how gaunt the big man had become. With no other family, Rei\'s maternal aunt and uncle had had no choice but to take in the small boy, orphaned as he was. They lived in Russia, which to the five-year-old Rei, had seemed a world away from home. When he had felt the biting wind for the first time, his brave little fa�ade had broken and he had sobbed until he was hoarse, feeling lonely, confused and lost.
Thankfully, his aunt and uncle had turned out to be very nice people. Rei hadn\'t remembered his mommy, but Aunty Yulia had cuddled him and made soothing noises while he cried, just like he imagined a mommy would.
As it so happened, Aunty Yulia was used to being a mommy to a little boy, after all; Rei had a cousin. He had met him a couple of times previously, but only had very vague memories of playing with him. When they had met again and Rei had been introduced to Kai, Kai had been unhappy because he didn\'t want to have a brother to share his mother and father with. Uncle Susumu must have spoken to Kai that same day, because later on Kai had come to Rei and apologised for being mean to him.
Maybe it had been the shared blood, but once Kai realised that Rei had no mommy and daddy any more, he took it upon himself to be the one to look after Rei. Rei in return needed somebody to latch onto, and as a result, especially given the only very slight age difference (Kai was eleven months older than he was) the two grew close within days. It was only two months after Rei had gone to live with them that phrases such as \"thick as thieves\" and \"peas in a pod\" had started being thrown around in fond reference to the two.
It was three years later, when Rei was almost eight that his Aunty and Uncle had come to him and asked him if he would like for them to be his mother and father. They had assured him that they wouldn\'t replace his original parents, but they would be his new parents. Rei- having missed having someone to call mom and dad- happily jumped at the chance, also excited by the fact that Kai would be his brother for real. The paperwork confirming the adoption had been a success came through several months later when Kai had been visiting his grandfather for a couple of weeks in Japan. Rei had been very excited to tell him the good news.
That had been a week ago- three days before Kai had come home. However, since returning, Kai had begun to act rather strangely with him. He would be affectionate one moment, and cold the other. Rei feared that it was because Kai was growing up and he wasn\'t. Maybe in visiting his grandfather, Kai had become an adult and left him behind. He did seem very mature suddenly.
It could also have been that Kai\'s grandfather had said bad things about him. Rei knew for a fact that Mr Hiwatari didn\'t like him, and was angry that Aunty Yulia and Uncle Susumu had wanted to become his parents.
Rei didn\'t like to cry. It made him even more of a baby, but when Kai ignored him when he asked if he would play hide and seek with him, Rei couldn\'t hold in the sense of loss any longer. He ran for his room and began to sob quietly to himself. It was there Kai found him, curled up and wedged between the wall and the side of the bed
\"Rei... Rei what\'s the matter?\" Kai asked, voice soft with concern as he kneeled before his little cousin- come- brother.
\"Y- you don\'t want to play with me any more, and don\'t like me any more because I\'m just a baby and you\'re a grown-up.\" Rei sobbed, fists rubbing at teary eyes. Kai looked surprised for a moment, before he pushed it aside and reached his hands out to put them upon Rei\'s raised knees.
\"Don\'t like you? Of course I like you. You\'re family, and you\'re my best friend. And why do you think you\'re a baby? No one\'s been saying mean things to you have they?\" His grip tightened as his mouth twisted into an angry frown at the mere thought of someone being cruel to Rei.
\"N-no, y-you\'ve just been ignoring me.\" Rei sniffled. \"I thought I\'d done something w-wrong.\"
Kai gasped in horror at the thought that he\'d upset Rei and threw himself forwards, wrapping his arms tightly about Rei\'s small body. \"Of course not! Don\'t ever think that. It was just... there\'s a game I wanted to play with you... but I don\'t think you\'d want to... so... I didn\'t mean to make you sad.\" Kai hurried.
Rei snuggled into the familiar embrace. \"You don\'t hate me?\"
Kai took one look into those big watery citrine eyes and his heart broke. \"Never.\" He whispered firmly. Leaning, Kai nuzzled his face against Rei\'s cheek and ear, making Rei\'s dejected sniffles turn to childish giggles. Kai grinned, relieved that Rei wasn\'t upset any more.
\"Did you have a good time at your Granddad\'s?\" Rei asked after a few moments of snuggling.
Kai sat back, leaning against Rei\'s knees to keep his balance, and pulled a face. \"It was so boring. He took me to some... place too over here in Russia. It was really depressing, and there were loads of boys playing with these spinny toys.\"
\"How could it be bad if they were playing with toys?\" Rei interjected.
Kai cocked his head to the side, considering this. \"I don\'t know. They didn\'t even go to school.\"
Rei gasped. \"No school? Why were they sad then?\" The thought made no sense to him.
Apparently, it didn\'t for Kai either. \"I don\'t know. They were really weird.\" His voice dropped to a whisper. \"I think they were zombies.\"
\"Zombies!?\" Rei responded, awed.
Kai nodded excitedly. \"I met these two older boys too. I don\'t think they were zombies, but... they were even weirder.\"
\"Why?\" Rei was rapt.
\"The were snogging!\" Kai told him.
Rei clapped a hand to his mouth, eyes comically wide. \"Snogging? But... that\'s what men and ladies do.\"
Kai nodded. \"And they were... like... feeling each other up. It was so weird.\"
\"Eeeeeew!\" Rei uttered, hand still over his mouth.
Kai pulled a face. \"It looked like they were trying to eat each other! They stopped when they saw me.\"
\"They saw you?\" Rei\'s voice dropped to a whisper, almost as if this were something that should be kept secret. \"What did they do?\"
Kai leaned in closer, voice quiet. \"They told me that it was our secret and that I was trusted with it. I\'m only telling you because I know you won\'t tell anyone. They said that they loved each other very much, so what they were doing was normal, even though they were both boys. I said that they could never have it off because neither of them had girly parts, but they said they could.\"
\"How?\" Rei seemed disbelieving at that one.
\"Bum.\" Kai replied simply.
\"Ewwww!\" Rei said again, giggling at the thought. \"But that\'s where... yanno.\"
\"Yeah, but babies come from where girls wee, so it makes sense.\" Kai offered. [1]
\"Urgh. Sex sounds so yucky.\" Rei pulled a face.
Kai nodded. \"Yeah.\" He agreed. \"People seem to like it though, so it must be fun. Kinda like how little kids like to play in mud. Just because it\'s yucky doesn\'t mean it\'s not fun.\"
Rei considered that. Kai was always so smart. He was probably the cleverest boy in the world. \"How can you be boyfriends and girlfriends if no one is a girl?\" Rei pondered aloud.
\"Well it\'s even weirder, because the one guy called the other one his brother.\" [2]
\"Brother?\" Rei\'s eyes widened. He\'d never had a brother before, so he didn\'t know how that relationship was supposed to work. Did real brothers like to kiss? Unless... \"Do you think they were special brothers? Like... they...\" Rei struggled to voice his thoughts.
Once again, Kai was very clever and knew what he was trying to say. \"Like they\'re brothers for special reasons? I think so.\"
Rei\'s eyes widened suddenly. \"Wait, Kai! Aren\'t we special brothers now?\"
Kai cocked his head in thought. \"That\'s what I was thinking after they talked to me. I don\'t know though. Maybe because we\'re brothers now it means we have to be closer, or... I don\'t know. They said that they loved each other, and I know that I love you. Maybe...\" Kai trailed off, looking confused and hesitant.
Rei beamed. He always felt special when his Aunty, Uncle or Kai told him that they loved him. \"Is that why you\'ve been sad? Because you\'ve been thinking about all of this stuff?\" Rei asked his own special brother.
Kai shrugged. \"I dunno. I was kinda thinking about it all week. I\'ve never had a brother before, so I don\'t know what I need to do...\"
Rei suddenly understood. \"This is the game you wanted to play with me...?\"
Kai shifted uncomfortably. \"Maybe... I don\'t know. I\'m kind of interested, and since they were brothers, and now we are too... maybe it\'s like some kind of secret club?\" Kai trailed off, obviously struggling with concepts that were meant for grown-ups. However, in childish impudence, Kai refused to stand down, becoming more determined to sort his confusion out.
Rei blinked, suddenly a little shy. \"You think that we should snog and stuff?\"
Kai shrugged. \"Maybe. I guess, I mean we could always try. I think we\'re grown up enough.\"
Utterly bemused, but curious nonetheless, Rei leaned forwards puckering his lips as he did so and closing his eyes.
Kai laughed at him.
Annoyed a little hurt, Rei\'s eyes snapped open. \"What?\" He pouted.
\"You look funny!\" Kai laughed.
\"It\'s not my fault. I\'ve never kissed anyone on the lips before.\" Rei whined.
Kai smiled at him reassuringly. \"It\'s okay. Neither have I. I guess we have to learn it.\" He reached out, pushing Rei\'s legs apart so he could shuffle a little closer. If they had been a little more mature, both would have seen the sexual side to that action. However, despite their somewhat na�ve perspective on how brothers behaved, it remained bizarrely innocent. He leaned in, until their mouths were fairly close.
\"Are you sure about this, Kai?\" Rei asked, feeling nervous and strangely excited. Rei never doubted Kai if Kai was sure, and Rei would do anything for Kai if he asked.
Kai considered for a moment. \"I don\'t know, Rei. I\'m kinda interested, aren\'t you? Grown-ups like to do it, so maybe this\'ll make us grown-ups, or maybe it\'ll just be a lot of fun. Why? Don\'t you want to?\" He whispered.
Rei shook his head. If Kai was brave enough, then so was he. \"Yes.\" He wasn\'t about to let Kai down by being a baby, but... \"Ummm, but could you tell me what to do. I\'ve only seen it on TV.\"
Kai nodded, and tried to recall the two boys that he had seen. \"Well, you have to open your mouth.\" Rei did so and Kai frowned in thought. \"No, not that wide, it was like... a little bit open.\" This time Rei didn\'t look like he was yawning. Kai guessed that that was about right. Rei made a strange motion suddenly, though his mouth remained open. Kai watched him in confusion, before he gathered that Rei wanted to know what happened next. \"Oh! Umm, well I have to open my mouth and put my tongue in your mouth.\"
Rei\'s mouth snapped shut. \"Eww.\" He grimaced
\"Maybe we shouldn\'t do this.\" Kai bit his lip, a little worried.
Rei stopped grimacing and grabbed Kai by the shoulders. \"No, no! It\'s okay.\" He grinned then, excited at learning new things. Grown-up things. \"Let\'s do this!\"
Kai blinked and gave him a thumbs up before leaning back in, pressing completely against Rei. Rei\'s mouth popped open in the way Kai had told him to, though he wasn\'t very comfortable. There was a handle digging into his back and Kai was heavy. He was also taking his time, moving his head around to try and find the best way to approach. Rei was on the verge of closing his mouth when Kai moved in quickly, mouth sealing over his as something warm and slimy invaded him. Rei made a muffled sound, somewhere between a protest and surprise.
Rei didn\'t immediately see why adults liked this kissing stuff so much. It was weird and sloppy and Kai\'s taste was different to his own, which made him very unsure. Both were hesitant, eager to explore this strange new thing, yet old enough to be self-conscious of failure. Their mouths moved slowly whenever one would shift a little and occasionally they would poke their tongues out to touch the others before swiftly retracting. Trying to mimic what he had seen on the tele, Rei\'s tongue reached out to lick against Kai\'s as if he were a puppy. Kai seemed to like it because he did it back, causing a strange little thrill to run up Rei\'s spine. It was around that point that Rei decided that this kissing wasn\'t so bad. Kai tasted chocolaty, and Rei loved chocolate.
Kai pulled away, touching his tongue to Rei\'s one last time as he did so. To his surprise he found Rei staring at him with a shy blush, Kai reached up to touch one of his own cheeks and was even more shocked when he found them hot to the touch.
Rei was giving him the kind of smile that made him want to keep going. \"That was...kinda... good.\" His smile grew and little dimples appeared upon his cheeks. \"Can we do it again, maybe?\"
Kai nodded eagerly, leaning forwards and pushing his mouth onto a waiting mouth, tongue wasting no time in lapping once again against Rei\'s.
Their breathing was heavy, and their cheeks burned red though neither knew why. Kai decided that this was probably the time when he put his hands on Rei\'s chest and so, mid- kiss he concentrated on slipping his hands beneath the hem of his simple blue tee-shirt.
Rei pulled back from his adopted brothers mouth. \"Ahh, Kai? What are you doing?\" He asked with wide eyes.
\"That\'s what those boys were doing.\" Kai explained simply.
\"Oh!\" Rei smiled. \"Okay.\" He leaned back in and puckered his lips. Kai stuck his tongue out and pushed it back into Rei\'s mouth once more as he softly petted the skin of Rei\'s chest and stomach. When his fingers found two small nubs, he was rewarded with the sound of Rei making a sound of pleasant surprise in the back of this throat.
Kai found that he rather liked that noise, as well as the feeling of flicking those little bumps lightly. Rei seemed to wholeheartedly agree. However, after a few more minutes of sloppy kissing, and drawing more noises from his smaller companion, Kai found himself pushed back.
Figuring he\'d won, Kai pulled back all the way with a smug grin. However, it faded when he saw Rei\'s eyes looking imploringly- almost frightened- up at him, cheeks burning red and breath fast and uneven.
\"Rei? What\'s the matter?\" Kai asked, worried about his little cousin-come-brother.
\"Kai. I feel funny.\" He whispered.
\"Bad?\" Kai asked, slightly fretful.
\"No...\" Rei shifted. \"I feel weird, not bad.\"
\"Where?\" Kai pressed.
\"Ummm... down there.\" Rei whispered shyly.
Kai rubbed his stomach gently. \"Is it your tummy?\"
\"N-no, lower... I feel really hot. And... and...squashed.\" He whined.
Kai very gently reached down to prod at the strange lump in Rei\'s trousers that seemed to be pressing lightly against him. When he prodded at it again, Rei moaned. \"Does it hurt?\"
\"No, it makes me feel all... all... squiggly.\" Rei responded.
\"Squiggly?\" Kai parroted, poking at the small bulge once more. When Rei made a whimpering sort of noise, Kai pulled back and tugged at his trousers.
\"What are you doing, Kai?\" Rei squeaked, trying to hold them up in retaliation.
\"I wanna see. Maybe there\'s something wrong.\" Kai argued back. Being stronger than Rei, it didn\'t take him long to tug down his trousers and underwear. He gasped, and Rei reached down to cover himself. \"Wow!\" Kai whispered in awe. \"It\'s sticking up.\" Batting Rei\'s hands away, he poked Rei\'s tiny erection gently. Rei gasped at the touch, causing Kai\'s eyes to flicker upwards to check on his adopted brother\'s reaction. When he saw that he was in no pain, he reached out to wriggle the effects of Rei\'s arousal. \"Whoa! It\'s hard. Do you think it\'s broken?\"
Rei squirmed and gasped. \"I-I-I don\'t know.\" His voice hitched.
\"Does it hurt you?\" Kai asked, concerned. \"Is there something in it?\"
Rei squirmed, gasping as he brushed against the material of Kai\'s trousers. \"Don\'t hurt.\" He shook his head. \"I think I like it.\" He replied.
Kai pondered Rei\'s words for a moment, before he reached out again with a curious expression upon his face. When he tried tickling it, Rei gasped loudly and gripped on tighter to Kai\'s shoulders. Spurred on, Kai tried pulling on it, though gently, through fear of snapping it off. It was when he tried pushing it backwards to see if it would go into Rei\'s body that he got the biggest reaction.
Kai pulled away in shock when Rei whimpered and snapped his hips forwards. \"Did I hurt you?\" He whispered, sounding frightened.
Rei shook his head. \"N-no. Kai p-please do it again. It felt really good.\"
Eyes wide in wonder, Kai obeyed, once more causing Rei\'s hips to buck into his hand. He let go when that happened, and then tried again moments later only to find the same thing happening. He paused long enough to ask Rei the most innocent of questions; \"Why are you doing that.\"
Rei\'s flush grew darker. \"\'d- don\'t know. I feel dizzy and I can\'t stay still.\" His little voice was a gasped whisper that Kai found strangely rewarding. \"Keep doing it.\"
Kai was unused to Rei being demanding, but something in the way he said told him that it really would be very rude if he stopped. He complied with the request, a look of concentration that seemed rather misplaced on a nine year old etched onto his earnest face. He only paused again when Rei shifted around, spreading his legs out, though his soft little whimpers did not subside.
Confused, Kai glanced down, and retracted his hand as he gazed curiously upon Rei\'s lower regions. Moving slowly, he pressed his fingertips to the reddened tip and rubbed them against it. Rei let out a strangled cry. \"Look!\" Kai urged, a little awestruck. \"There\'s stuff coming out. Do you need the toilet?\" Rei\'s lip trembled as he tried to say something, but Kai interrupted him by pressing more firmly. \"Whoa! It\'s sticky!\" He told him rather excitedly. \"Do you think that\'s a bad thing?\"
Rei shook his head. \"Doesn\'t feel bad.\" He whimpered.
Figuring that it was some kind of strange, runny glue, Kai carried on what he had been doing before, a little faster as he grew more impatient. Rei\'s grip on him grew stronger as he did so, and his eyes squeezed shut as various little squeaks and moans fell from his lips. Though Kai still had his doubts as to whether Rei was in some kind of pain and just being brave, he was intrigued and more than a little excited. There seemed to be something a bit naughty to this whole playtime. His parents had never spoken about a game like this, and it was a really good game. Either they didn\'t know about it, or they thought it was too fun or grown up for Kai and Rei. As a result, Kai thought it best to keep this new game a special secret, just like he had with those two other boys.
He opened his mouth to ask if he could stop yet due to his tired arm, when he was torn from his thoughts by Rei\'s eyes fluttering open and his little body shuddering. Kai watched in surprise when Rei stiffened and twitched beneath him, mouth gaping open as a soft \"Ahhh\" escaped him. However his attention was dragged away from Rei\'s convulsing frame when he felt something hot settled upon his hand.
Drawing his hand away from Rei\'s panting form, Kai raised his hand to face level, watching as whatever was on his hand slowly tried to trickle down his wrist and onto his arm. He frowned and opened his mouth to accuse Rei of peeing on him when he noticed that whatever it was more like thick milk or as he had suspected earlier- something like PVA glue. He tested out the feel of it between his fingertips, watching with curious eyes.
\"Wow...\" Rei gasped, as he slowly recovered. \"That was so... cool!\" His grin was tired, but his eyes sparkled in delight.
\"It really feels good?\" Kai enquired, taking his eyes off his hand for a moment.
\"Yeah!\" Rei nodded, still breathing heavily. \"It feels the best. You have to do it, Kai!\" He laughed, still giddy from his innocent orgasm.
Kai smiled, nodding, as he grew more inquisitive as to how good that stuff felt. Primarily though, he was intrigued by the strange gluey stuff that was cooling upon his hand. He found it smelt a little like the swimming pool he had, and wondered if it tasted the same. Shrugging, his tongue popped out of his mouth and he leaned down to lick at whatever it was.
He pulled a face and jerked back.
Rei\'s breathing had calmed down enough for him to sound more like his normal self. \"What\'s the matter?\"
Kai wiped his mouth with the back of his other hand. \"It tastes salty. And it\'s slimy.\" At Rei\'s curious yellow eyes insistence, Kai pushed his hand towards him. \"You try.\"
Shyly, Rei reached out to take a finger into his mouth. He suckled on it for a moment, before he too grimaced, withdrawing his tongue and pulling Kai\'s hand away from his mouth. \"Urgh.\" He agreed.
And then they simply sat. The silence grew between them and both suddenly felt uncomfortable. They exchanged little glances and blushes until Kai grew bored. \"Hey, Rei?\" Rei looked up at him. \"Do you think maybe it could be my turn now?\"
Rei\'s face lit up and, grinning, he reached out to wrap his arms securely around Kai\'s neck. \"We can keep playing?\" He asked, sounding a little desperate as well as excited.
\"Yes!\" Kai smiled, hugging Rei tighter.
Rei pulled back and gave Kai his cutest smile, complete with little dimples and wide, adoring eyes. \"Kai?\"
\"Yeah?\" Kai whispered, playing with some of Rei\'s hair.
Rei\'s smile grew a little shyer. \"I love you being my brother more than you being my cousin.\"
Before Kai had a chance to agree, Rei\'s mouth was back on his.

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WTF I ask you? XD


[1] Of course Kai is incorrect. Biologically, the urethra and the vagina are not connected in any way and have separate openings. Of course, most nine year olds don\'t -or need to- know that fact.

[2] As you well know, a lot of the time, people who are forced together under similar conditions of suppression can develop a kind of fraternity. Calling another \'brother\' may well have been a common practice and purely subconscious. Yes. This was Yuriy and Boris.

I figured, hot as shota is, they\'d hardly end up having sex at that age, so it\'s more likely that they\'d just adjust to touching one another.